 17 Years Old on 04September2010 Engaged to Goh Tian Shun First cry 04September1993 Loves her GANS! 
He's my hubby I love you, Hubby You're my one & only Sometime we have some conflicts between us, but we always forgive and give in. You're the MR.RIGHT that i'm finding. Hubby, i will never let you go! Just wanna love and be loved by him. His mine & only mine. We have been together for, ♥  ( 1st month ♥ ) ( 2nd month ♥ ) ( 3rd month ♥ ) ( 4th month ♥ ) ( 5th month ♥ ) ( 6th month ♥ ) ( 7th month ♥ )  ( 8th month ♥ ) My huuby went in army. I can't bear to leave him. I'll love you even if you don't see me I promise you that i will wait for you. I'll be afraid of losing you even thought you are mine! ♥ I've had everything in my life. I just want your love not your money. Your love is more expensive then other things. I've been waiting my Hubby for, ( 1 Month ♥ ) ( 2 Month ♥ ) ( 3 Month ♥ ) ( 4 Month ♥ ) ( 1 Week ♥ ) ( 2 Week ♥ ) ( 3 Week ♥ ) (Couple Bag) (Couple Bangle) (Couple Handphone) (Couple Headphone) (Couple Jacket) (Couple MP3) (Couple Mug)(Couple Pendant) (Couple Ring) (Couple Shirt)(Couple Shoes) (Couple Slipper) (Couple Watch)(Couple Zippo Lighter) (Forget about the past) (Last long with Hubby) (Perfect Boyfriend) (Treat kor better) (Wait for him)
Be More Guai
(Attitude changed) (Become more guai) (Drink beer) (No Hurting myself) (Get a Part Time job) (No more Regret) (Less smoking) (Less Fighting) (Stop saying bad words) WANTED (Friends around me happy) (Ipop/IPhone/I4GS) (Laptop) (Learn Lion Dance,Ao dai) (New Camera) (New handphone) (New T-Shirts) (New Short) (New Jeans) (New Bag) (MP3) (Pierce my lip) (Pierce nose) (Pierce Belly) (Ton with friends) (2st piercing on ear) (3rd piercing,4th piercing on ear) AhBi Aisha Anson Azmah Belinder Celesta Celestine Christine Cindy Clarrissa Deelah EEDA Eunice Esther Evelyn Farlina Fifi Fiqah Gabrielle Hariyati Hui Shan Hui Ying Ivon Jason Jennifer Jeremy Jinny Ting Jun Wei Kailin Kavis Kimberly Lersin Lin Lynn Merabel Metee Michelle Nanacasper Nicholas Nichole PeiQi Pei Rong Pei Shan Pei Wan Qiu xia Shanice Sheila Shikin ShuHui Stellis Syafiqah Tesle Wei Hao Winnie Winnie Mei Wong Xiaochelle Xiao Hui Yi Xin Ying Xi Ying Ting yuwiie
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23 June 2010 Happy Memories!         18/06/10 Every thing is fine now! (: Morning wake up at 10plus then B call me at 11am then ii prepare to go work. Went to take bus & MRT at 11plus. Reach working place at 12.05pm. Work till 7.45 than they ask me to send cake to West Mall. Then ii meet Peien at Raffles Mrt then we together go West Mall. Reach West Mall at 8.15pm. Then i go send food then peien go buy her ear ring. (: Around 8.45pm, we go take bus 176 to 244 to meet B. (: Reach 244 lerh. Saw Jason, Weiwei & my botak hubby. Haha. The first thing B ask me is my hair like that funny a not? Lol! What a funny question! Peien say is funny but ii dont think so lerh. I think is normal. haha. B pei me go home take my clothes and stuff then after that we take cab back to B house. Reach b house lerh. We both go bath after bath then we eat, washing B clothes, chatting & watching television. (: Taking a lot of picture. Take B army hat and wear then take picture. haha(: B go hang his clothes outside the house then i go disturb him. After hanging the clothes then we go in the house then lie on the bed and take funny & ugly photo. Around 2am, we went to sleep. NIGHT! 19/06/10 20/06/10 Morning wake up at 11am. Waken up by B. Was so tired then b keep ask me wake up and prepare to go chevrons. Then ii prepare lerh then we go gombak first then take bus 188 go chevrons. Reach chevrons then B go buy his camp clothes. Then ii meet my dad at 252 market at 1.30pm. We reach 252 at 1.45pm. We are late! B and i go buy fried prawn noodle packed. After buying then my dad sent us back to B house. Haha. My dad was so funny. It a long story. (: Reach B house lerh. We eat and rest then around 2.55pm, B go bath. After he bath then he prepare everything is already 3.35pm. What the hell. we are late for the movie. We suppose to watch Karate Kids at 3.50pm but B bath to long then we change the time to 6.25pm. We went west mall to buy my hair clip and shawl. Then we go KFC eat. After eating, we go smoking. After smoking we go buy ticket. We take lift up to level 5 and we saw a lot of people queue up buying ticket. We queue up for about 10min then we brought our ticket. (: Didn't brought drink or food. Watch Karate Kids till 8.45pm. Then we go value shop to buy cloth for B camp. And we take photo also. (: After that we go fair price to buy tidbits, sweet and drink. I look at my hand phone time is already 9.45pm. B thought that he will be late for home but the bus came at 9.50pm. Then we took up the bus and reach B house downstairs at 9.55pm. Then B go shop and buy Marlboro menthol for me. But in the end is for both of us to smoke. What the hell! Reach B house lerh. B pack his bag and i watching tv. 11pm we watch channel 5 (The Incredible Tales). After watching, we watch Ghost Whisper. We only watch for 15min then we change to channel 8. Channel 8 was doing love story. We watch till 1pm. Then ii go bath. (: After bath, B is a fucker. He went to sleep without waiting for me. I walk toward him then ii kick him then he say ii scared him. LOL! He went to smoke when i was bathing. Ass him! he ask me to sleep but i keep cough like hell can't sleep. But he still can sleep. Damn him. Around 1.50, I wake B up and tell him that ii go outside smoke then he still can ask me why? The answer is if i never smoke i can't sleep. If i smoke then ii sleep well. Then i told b that i very uncomfortable then he say okay but faster come back sleep. Then i say okay. I smoke finish le then go sleep at 2.30am. Then suddenly wake up at 4am then i turn to b he also wake up lerh. Then we chatting then go smoking. After smoking is already 6am. Then B say go sleep then later 7am must wake up then go back my house. We sleep then ii wake up at 7am but B still dont want to wake up then ii go sleep then B call me wake up say "now already 7.25am" then ii say i wake up at 7am then he you sleeping then ii go back sleep derh hor. Then B say okay larh. We wake up at 7.45am. Then i say okay. Then we sleep till 7.45am then wake up. Then b go bath then ii go change clothes. Prepare everything lerh. Then we go take bus go back my house then ii msg my dad see whether he wake up already anot. Take bus 188 home. Reach home lerh call dad and tessly wake and go eat. They prepare everything lerh then my dad drive us go bukit batok and eat Tim Sun. Eat till 10.30am then dad drive me go Jurong Point to take thing to go Harbourfront. Reach harbourfront at 12.15pm. B sent me to work but after he sent me then he alone go back. ): Seriously can't bear to leave him alone. Haiz He went to bukit batok to buy his camp thing. Hmm. I work till 8.30pm then go interchange take bus 188 home. Reach home at 9.40pm. Wait for b to call me. Finally he call. We just talk about 15min then we jiu msg lerh. Boring! ): 21/06/10 - 23/06/10 Everyday wake up early to go work. Everyday not enough sleep. ): Sleep half way jiu will wake up. Hais. Thinking of him everyday, every minutes and every second.): Tomorrow not working. Siian. Currently at my cousin house using computer. Can't have with b on saturday cause i have to work from 9am-5pm (8hour) Sunday also have to work from 2.3pm-10.30pm (8hour) What the fuck right! Where got enough time! Hais! ): Going to the movies, are fun! Smoking make me Energetic! Ice-cream make me Happy! Chocolates drives me crazy! Hubby give me LOVE! I really miss you, Hubby! I want you by my side every moment! 18 June 2010   Doesn't know why my tears falls! ): Quarrel with B just now on phone. I just didn't go work cause ii over sleep. He must shout at me meh? I'm tired okay! I already tired my best to sleep early and wake up early to go work. What esle you want from me? I got listen to what you say okay! I know you inside army very stress but i also stress what. Can you think of me also?! You tomorrow book out ready than today you still want quarrel with me. wth! I'm waiting for your call since morning but when you call you just scold me with your anger! I'm outside yet you are inside. I know you want me to work but i'm human being. Crying out with all my freaking tears. But ii just dont feel better at all. Tomorrow still have to go work. Damn it! Today never go work. ): Still sick. Morning wake up at 8.30am. Was prepare for work, but vomit and nose bleeding. ): My body is too heating. Have to drink more of plain water. Using computer till 6plus. Went down to meet my beloved shu ee. (: Chatting and take photo till 7.30pm than go home. (:        ♥ Tesle &    17 June 2010 These are three beautiful words! I say this to you every morning. Just thinking about those three words make my heart pound like crazy. And i love saying those three words. I want to love you eternally. I wonder if you know this heart of mine? Angel comes down form the skies. I love you until forever. You are my guardian angel. If i stand next to you, i'm an angel. I become a silly girl. Every night when we apart, the pretty serenade you sing for me. Wonder if all this is a dream. I want to live the rest of my life with only you. Our love forever like this. Promise you that it'll never grow old. when thing are hard, i'll be a friend to you. Will be everything to you. I'm content with just you and me laughing like this. We're in love right now, so much. Every day, Lovely day. I'll whisper to you that i love you. I'll give you a love sweeter than candy. I will promise you. I will live with only you in my eyes. I will live holding you in my arms. From the moment i wake up to asleep, I will yearn only for you. On summer day, You will be me shade. On a rainy day, You will be my umbrella. If i get tired walking, You'll be a small chair. So that my happiness will be doubled. I will laugh with you. You will become the handkerchief, When i cry to wipe my tears. Don't forget the words, I will love you forever. When my eyes open with me will be my love shot. Like a fairy tale prince, you'll smile to me. Can you feel my heart? Your heart can't seem to let me go. I think there must be just one love. i don't think my heart will change. The love that i've kept only you. My heart kept calling your name. I take one step toward you. Push you one step away. Each time, you grow in my heart. ♥ I must be loving you this much (100%) ♥ Must be waiting for you this much (100%) Even through i can fool my head. But i can't fool my heart. Sometime love, at time tears. Even thought it hard. I only need you by my side. I must still loving you. Must be waiting for you. My brain might be fooled. But my heart can't be fooled. 16 June 2010 Yesterday b call me at 10 p.m. We talk for awhile then he ask me go sleep Cause today should have go work but sick than never. We put down at 10.15 p.m Then ii went to sleep. Morning wake up at 5.30 a.m Was preparing to go work. But didn't go. Asthma attack suddenly come. ): Was very sick today. Resting at home all the way. Didn't go out today. Now waiting for B to call me. (: He call me at 9.30 p.m But we talk awhile 9.45 p.m jiu hang up lerh. ); 3 more days B book out. but ii can't go fetch him. WTF! My Working Schedule Place Days Date Time Raffles - Wednesday - 16/06 - 10 a.m - 8.45 p.m Raffles - Thursday - 17/06 - 10 a.m - 8.45 p.m Raffles - Friday - 18/06 - 12 p.m - 8.45 p.m Panjang - Sunday - 20/06 - 9.30 a.m - 5.30 p.m 14 June 2010 Still sick! ): Coughing like hell! Eat medicine also no use. Hope that nothing happen on me. This few days i found out that my throat have something. I dont dare to tell B. Scared he worry about me. ): Now days keep working. Damn tired. Later at 12am is the 4month with B. But we can't celebrate cause he is inside army. BORED! Can't celebrate. Later working at raffles MRT arcade from 8am-6pm(10hr) Nowadays dad keep give me money for working. Everyday $10 but i diddn't use but i did save it at bank. Cool right? Save more money than can buy lot of things. I have to work hard to earn more money. I want to quit smoking! Anyway HAPPY 4th MONTH TO YOU B! I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! NO ONE CAN SEPARATE US! 4 more days B book out from camp. 11 June 2010 Today have to work but ii didn't go cause ii having fever and asthma. Went to see doctor at bukit batok polyclinic. Hmm. Now 9.47pm, B still haven't call me. Tomorrow still have to work. Tomorrow working at 12pm till 8pm. Eating medicine now. I'm sick badly. Last time when B around, he will take care of me. But now.. Haiz. He inside camp. ): Now i have to take care of myself. 4 more day to our 4th month anniversary. 8 more day B book out from camp. Why can't the days turn faster?! June-14 (Mon), July-14 (Wed), August-14(Sat), September-14(Tue), October-14(Thur), November-14(Sun), December-14(Tue). I only August & November than can celebrate with b. B call me at 10.05pm than we talk till 10.18pm. Bored. B suddenly ask me "i will feel bored anot, My feeling will fate aways?" I say "NO" I will always love you and my feeling wont fate aways. I really miss him badly! Hope the day faster come! ): Dont listen to what your camp mate said. Just believe that i will always love you. I know you dont have much time to pei me but its okay. I also got working. Everyday ii have to work. When you book out, we must go out play and enjoy. To B: B, dont listen to what your camp mate say. Just believe that our soul is together. No one can separate us. Remember that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! I'm different with the other girl! I won't fall in love with other guy. You will always be my hubby and always be in my heart. B i will always wait for you till you ORD. I will never let you go! One day there there will be the day for us. The day that only me and you. The day when we can go out whatever time we want. The day we can do whatever thing we like. The day that when i wake up in the morning i will saw you right beside me. I will wait till that day no matter what. No matter how hard this road will be. With you nothing impossible. I will neer let you go! Distance doesn't matter if you really love me. What matter most is your trust for this relationship to work out. Remember that i always love you no matter what happen. We must last long till we marry. We must be together forever till we die! I really wish to see you now. Haiz. ): 7 more day to your book out. 3 more day to our 4 month. I LOVE YOUH! I MISS YOUH! 08 June 2010 Every night B will call me at 9.30pm . We only can chat for 25min . cause 9.55pm his handphone must give back to the sergeant . I really miss you . ): It's the fourth day since you went in army , yet i'm at home , spending it without you . All i can do now is smile and wait . You're my life and will be the last . Distance doesn't matter if you really love the person , what matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out . Hug and kiss are my best memories . Every moment we spent together Has touched our lives , our souls forever The thing that we shared and learned Is permanent growth that we're earned The person that i have grown into today Did not get there by chance , no way I am who i am partly beacuse of me , too The change i see and what i have learned about me are a response to how we affected our lives and what we discover in each others eyes . It is uncertain if we have part of one day live together Either way , we have touched our lives forever! No matter what the future will show No matter what we are told We are connected on such a deep levels That no one can remove that , not even the devil . Our feeling might be different a year from now But you are part of me forever somehow A part of me will always be you and a part of me will always be you and a part of you will always be me . no matter what happens , that much is certain our souls are one until life closes the curtain . I will love you forever For worse or for better You are tattooed in my heart And nothing can tear our souls apart . I will never forget you For my love is honest and true . I lie in bed awake at night Replay what we used to be I'd give anything to have you Just thinking of you makes my heart swell I stare at you , my feeling so strong I love everthing you do . All day i can't help but thinking of you . You don't have to say a word , i just want to be with you , When i look at you , you make me smile . When i look at you chills run through my spine , My life has changed ever since i saw you , Which make me want to be with you , Loking at you is more than a dream come true , Words can't explain of how i feel about you . 05 June 2010 Today B go in army lerh. ): My feeling went freaking down went the time to say goodbye to him. My tear drop damn fast but i just cant control myself. Yesterday B and i ton till morning than morning we both go buy cig and interview job. After interview, we went back to my house to put my clothes. Around 12 plus, we went to imm. We enjoy our time doing Fish Spa, buying shoes and find job. Hmm. Shop till 2plus than we take cab home from imm. Reach B house around 3plus than we finding food to eat cause since morning till now we havent eat any food. After eat, is already 4plus. Than we went to sleep. Sleep till half way around 7 plus, B dad tap me wake up ask me to eat. When ii wake up, i saw B already wake up. After eat around 8plus, i still very sleepy so ii went back to sleep. Around 10.30pm, B touch my face went i'm still sleeping, than ii jiu wake up lerh. Once i wake up, i cry badly. B ask me "why you cry?" and i told him "cause ii scared ii dont feel comfortable without you by my side." Once i told him this sentence, he cry. ): After crying, we chatting for awhile than watch 11pm show. Watching half way, i told B that i'm hungry. Than B go cook food for me to eat. Hmm. After eating, we watting for tesle to meet us at B house staircase. We ton till 5plus than sleep. We throw tesle alone outside. Wth right? Around 7 plus, Winnie, Jason & Edmund come meet us. Than we take bus 985 go Lot 1 eat breakfast. Eat till 8.50am, we go smoking than go take army bus to Lim Chu Kang (Sugei Gedong Camp) Reach there lerh. Officer bring us go rounding. Balalalala~ Time for us to go back. Seriously cant bear to leave that place but no choice have to. I go hug B and my tear went down. Than the rest go say bye to him and take care. I still crying like a cry baby. Than B come toward me and comfort me and hug me. I had try my very best not to cry infront of him but i cant. Take transport back to Jurong Point and slack2. Reach Jurong Point, winnie, tesle and jason happy shopping but i just cant join them happily shopping. Reach home lerh. Waiting for his calls. 9.30pm lerh. Finally, he call me. (: Chat for 5 minutes then he say wait, then wait and wait cause he talking to his camp mate. WTH. Then 9.45pm he put down cause he say is his smoking break then he say we sms arh then i say okay then he say i sms to him first then i say dont want, you send me first, bye. Then i hang the phone. Then wait for 5minutes then he sms me. We message till 10.30pm cause he cant use phone after 10.30pm. I cry cause i miss him, his voice, wanna him by my side, want him pat me to sleep. ): |
