 17 Years Old on 04September2010 Engaged to Goh Tian Shun First cry 04September1993 Loves her GANS! 
He's my hubby I love you, Hubby You're my one & only Sometime we have some conflicts between us, but we always forgive and give in. You're the MR.RIGHT that i'm finding. Hubby, i will never let you go! Just wanna love and be loved by him. His mine & only mine. We have been together for, ♥  ( 1st month ♥ ) ( 2nd month ♥ ) ( 3rd month ♥ ) ( 4th month ♥ ) ( 5th month ♥ ) ( 6th month ♥ ) ( 7th month ♥ )  ( 8th month ♥ ) My huuby went in army. I can't bear to leave him. I'll love you even if you don't see me I promise you that i will wait for you. I'll be afraid of losing you even thought you are mine! ♥ I've had everything in my life. I just want your love not your money. Your love is more expensive then other things. I've been waiting my Hubby for, ( 1 Month ♥ ) ( 2 Month ♥ ) ( 3 Month ♥ ) ( 4 Month ♥ ) ( 1 Week ♥ ) ( 2 Week ♥ ) ( 3 Week ♥ ) (Couple Bag) (Couple Bangle) (Couple Handphone) (Couple Headphone) (Couple Jacket) (Couple MP3) (Couple Mug)(Couple Pendant) (Couple Ring) (Couple Shirt)(Couple Shoes) (Couple Slipper) (Couple Watch)(Couple Zippo Lighter) (Forget about the past) (Last long with Hubby) (Perfect Boyfriend) (Treat kor better) (Wait for him)
Be More Guai
(Attitude changed) (Become more guai) (Drink beer) (No Hurting myself) (Get a Part Time job) (No more Regret) (Less smoking) (Less Fighting) (Stop saying bad words) WANTED (Friends around me happy) (Ipop/IPhone/I4GS) (Laptop) (Learn Lion Dance,Ao dai) (New Camera) (New handphone) (New T-Shirts) (New Short) (New Jeans) (New Bag) (MP3) (Pierce my lip) (Pierce nose) (Pierce Belly) (Ton with friends) (2st piercing on ear) (3rd piercing,4th piercing on ear) AhBi Aisha Anson Azmah Belinder Celesta Celestine Christine Cindy Clarrissa Deelah EEDA Eunice Esther Evelyn Farlina Fifi Fiqah Gabrielle Hariyati Hui Shan Hui Ying Ivon Jason Jennifer Jeremy Jinny Ting Jun Wei Kailin Kavis Kimberly Lersin Lin Lynn Merabel Metee Michelle Nanacasper Nicholas Nichole PeiQi Pei Rong Pei Shan Pei Wan Qiu xia Shanice Sheila Shikin ShuHui Stellis Syafiqah Tesle Wei Hao Winnie Winnie Mei Wong Xiaochelle Xiao Hui Yi Xin Ying Xi Ying Ting yuwiie
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01 October 2010 Currently at my aunt house ! B, POP lorh ! This few day not feeling well . Morning wake up went to see doctor cause asthma attack . Fuck the asthma sick ! B today book in for confinement . Sunday morning then can book out . Meeting him on the Sunday morning . Wednesday when to chalet with b and his campmate , talking with everyone make me feel like dying , because whatever ii say they will follow me . Idiot ! After chalet , reach home at 6 plus in the morning . Damn freaking tired ! Yesterday , 9 plus go imm eat pepper lunch with b. After eating go back to my house . Slack till 11pm then jack call b to go 252 slack . Reach there talk cork then when to huishan house and slack . Reach her house then talk cork then around 2plus then they play major ! Wth ! B play till 5.45am then go home . Damn freaking tired . When to take cab to b house . Reach lerh , them I go bath, then after b bath hao lerh then we both jiu go sleep lerh . 28 August 2010 Sleeping at B house . Morning wake up at 7.30am. Call B wake up, he dont care. WTF! Call him till ii very angry then ii go smoking outside his house. Call him again at 8.30am then he finally wake up. B go bath all this then ii pack my bag. B finish bath all this lerh. 9.30am lerh still at b house. WTH! Have some quarrel with b but in the end nothing lerh. B say sorry to me. (: Went down to take bus 188. Reach my house lerh. Tessly & tesle prepare lerh. Only left me . Then ii quickly change clothes all this. We all faster go down take bus to interchange and take mrt but in the end i told them that want take cab down to Square 2 anot? cause ii scared late. Then in the end, we take cab down to novena square. Reach lerh. Tessly and tesle go buy drink then B and i go see shoes. B want buy a pair of shoes but that shoes ii dont know how to see suit or not. Then we decide to call tessly and help us see. (: In the end, B buy that shoes which cost $48.90. Damn expensive ! 11.50am lerh. Tessly call aunt ask where is she ? she say 5 to 10 min jiu reach lerh. Aunt reach lerh. Then we go Korea BBQ restaurant eat . While eating , we take alot of funny photo and have some chat. After eating, b and ii had a very big quarrel. Aunt , tesle & tessly went to toilet then b and i go one place to quarrel. 20min later then we okay back. WTH! B say sorry to me and ii also say sorry to him. Went to find tessly they all then aunt say "Let go changi beach club now !" Went to aunt car, suddenly aunt give 4 of us a MP3 (Creative ZEN mx) Cool. 4 of us have the same mp3. Take a nap at aunt car while going to changi beach club. Reach CBC lerh. We go Cafe drink water and take some funny photo. 5pm lerh! It time for KTV! ENJOY TIME! Sing alot of song and take alot of ugly , funny photo. Tesle , B & i keep want go toilet cause the air-con is cold and we drink alot of water. B & i keep go toilet another reason is we want go smoking . Haha . (: Sing till 8pm. Then go restaurant eat buffet . Take alot of food, dessert & photo. (: After eating, Got surprise . Aunt tell the manager to take the cake out and we sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song. haha . (: Damn happy. Eat cake and take photo. hehe . (: After eating and taking photo, It time to go home.! Inside car, tesle say want go changi village to see ah gua. haha! LMAO! Went there but is too early then the ah gua havent come out and find customer. Bored. then we jiu go home lerh. Reach home at 11pm. Reach home then ii faster on computer then put song inside B the mp3. Then doing half way then my dad wake up lerh. Say want go 252 eat. Mp3 is still changing. Went to 252 eat then half way saw han yi, boon keat & wei wei. Eat till 1.30am then go home. Reach home lerh then continue make B the mp3. Make till 2.45am then go down take cab home. Reach b house lerh then b go bath . B bath hao lerh. It time to sleep. Damn fucking tired! Going to die lerh. NIGHT! 27 August 2010 Morning wake up at 10.45am. Watch tv and eat. Around 12 plus b call me say he book out later at night. Yippee! Now 1.25pm. Going to work now! BACK! Finish work at 11.10pm. B msg tell me say he go home bath first then change clothes then come fetch me end work. But in the end also never come fetch me. WTH! B meet me at my house busstop. End work lerh, go take bus 105 to toh guan busstop then called b ask where is him. Then ask him come to traffic light fetch me. B fetch me lerh then go my house bath . I bath finish lerh then eat instant porridge. Eat and watch tv till 1 plus then we take cab to b house. Reach b house lerh. Time for us to sleep ! Later morning still must wake up at 8am. NIGHT! (: 25 August 2010 Today wake up at 11am. Same as yesterday. When to take bus and go work. Balalala~ Today working place i'm the only girl. Cant say only girl larh. plus 2 aunty lorh ! Haha. (: Today working very happy. Everyone keep make me laugh. Today break time same with kim leong. Haha. His a joker! Keep disturb me. Today still use hand and hit my hat. Today b never call me. I knew it ! B yesterday told me that he today maybe cant use phone. He say if you see the time already 10.30 then ii never switch on the phone mean i cant use the phone. Shag! Everyone see me laughing very happy but inside my heart is crying . Today working saw mr lau and xiao jun and 1 commonwealth guy. last time habg with wang kang they all derh. Mr lau ask me when ii free , he wanna bring tesle and i go eat. Btw thank yea mr lau. When i free , i will text you. (: Wth! Should end work at 11pm, but lei tao forget to cook my meal then end work at 11.15pm. When to take bus 333. Meet tesle under my blk then go home together. Reach home lerh. Feel like smoking but no cigarette . Yesterday smoke finish lerh. Now ii only wish that b can book out on friday. Everyday go work and come bach from work , ii confirm will pray to god and let b book out on friday. Seriously , damn wanna him book out and pei me. Next week onward, b will go out filed and ii will go work evryday even weekend also work. Cause dont want stay at home. If keep stay at home, i'll keep think of b and i will cry. Working can make me not to think b so much. Wanna faster get salary then buy phone for b. Birthday coming lerh. But not celebrate with anyone. Going to work on my birthday. Celebra with b , tesle , tessly , my big aunt and my third uncle family at changi beach club. Going for swimming, dinner and KTV ! YAHHOOO! Going to sleep now. Tomorrow working at 12pm - 11pm. Hope b tomorrow can use phone ! Night everyone ! 24 August 2010 Just back from work ! Almost late today . Wake up at 11am. When to prepare all this and get out from my house and go take bus. Lucky not late for work . (: I'm happy when i'm working . My working friend are all jokers ! All of them are good to me and very friendly . Thank for making me so happy when i'm working . Take bus home with stephanie today. (: Damn fucking angry yesterday wrote this at my facebook . HEY, DONT THINK II NOT AROUND YOU ALL CAN SAY ABOUT US ?! CCB ! ANYONE OF YOU SAY ABOUT US , I'LL KNOW DERH ! YOU THINK YOU ALL VERY BIG TO SAY ABOUT US ?! SAY PEOPLE THINK OF YOURSELF FIRST ! DON'T PUT WORDS IN OUR MOUTH ! NBCB ! FNT DERH ?! WHO YOU GUY TO SAY ABOUT ME ?! STOP ALL THOSE CRAP AND DO YOUR THING QUIETLY ! I NEVER REGRET TO LEAVE YOU ALL CAUSE I CHOOSE A CORRECT CHOICE ! YOU GUY SHOULD KNOW WHO I'M REFERRING TO ! Last week everyday go work but sad thing is b can't book out on friday. shag. Wake up at 9plus, B 10 plus jiu can book out lerh. Tessly and i wear dress. And she help me tie hair. Thank yea babe! haha ! (: B book out on saturday and around evening time we go vivo with his camp mate . And take 188 bus to eat steamboat . Celebrate one of his camp mate birthday . Anyway, Happy birthday to Zhi Cong ! After eating steamboat then Adrian, his girlfriend , b & me go vivo watch midnight movie. While we buying ticket , suddenly got people call my guy then we turn back and saw his sgt . haha. Everyone dont wanna go pub . haha. We three couple go watch midnight movie . We watch Last airbender . haha. After watching , we go smoke after smoke then we take can to my house. Reach my house lerh then tesle , b & ii go mac. After eating then we take cab send tesle home then we go back b house. Reach b house lerh. Smoke first then go sleep. Damn fucking tired ! Night! Here is all the photo that we take !  Theidiotic Tess & Theretard Tessly ! (:   Theidiotic Tess & Theretard Tessly ! (:   Theangsty Shun & Theidiotic Tess ! (:   Theangsty Shun & Theidiotic Tess ! (:   Theangsty Shun & Theidiotic Tess ! (:   Theangsty Shun & Theidiotic Tess ! (:  Our love story ! 140210 ! (:  The memories ! (: Here the video that ii make for him ! 13 August 2010 Morning wake up at 10.32am . Wake up go bath . After bath, watch tv . Around 1.24pm, i go change working clothes then walk to imm . Reach imm at 1.40pm . Then go atm, bank in money . After bank in money then go work . Break at 7.30pm . Damn tired ! ★ End work at 10.35pm . After work, when to gaint to buy Instant Rice Porridge . Buy 2 chicken flavour , 2 duck flavour & 2 seafood flavour . Buy for B each flavour 1 . The rest is for my sister , dad & grandma to try . If nice , next time buy many then put it at home . (: After buying thing then take bus home . Waited for the bus damn long . 10.54pm 188 bus then come . Reach home at 11.02pm . 58 min to our 6th month ! (: ♥ B today can't book out . Cause he fail his pull up . Kena R.T . haha . So dumb of him . (: But still love him lot ! (: ♥ 12 August 2010 05/08/2010 But the next day he's okay . (:B was sick on Saturday . ): I take care of him that night . I'm so afraid .But me ? Haiz . I'm sick too . Didn't go work this week . Sick damn badly . ): 9 more days to our 6th month ! (: 06/08/2010 Currently at my aunt house. Morning wake up at 6.39am. Waken up by my aunt to ask me take care baby. Tesle very late then sleep so she don't wanna wake her up so she call me. Ask me not to sleep cause baby having fever. But i still sleep back awhile. 7plus jiu wake up lerh. 8.45am send my cousin sunny to school. 9.45am fetch my cousin sunny back from school. Then 10am fetch till him then bring him go playground play till 10.30am. Bring him back to his house then rest for awhile. 11.30am go fuhua primary fetch rain. After fetch her take bus back to her house. Today b book out at 1.30pm. Change clothes lerh jiu go imm help me aunt change thing. After imm take bus to b house. Reach b house at 2.30pm. Around 4.10pm. B parent, b and i take cab down to MCYS. Reach lerh. B and his parent went in to see PO. But I'm outside seating watch kids rehearsal for national days. Around 5.30pm, they come out lerh. We going to take cab. His mum ask where we going then we say we wanna go far east plaza. Then we take same cab with them then they drop us at far east then they go home. So nice right his parent. We at far east shopping. but didn't but anything. Then we take mrt to city hall. We go peninsular buy clothes and pant. Reach peninsular, I go to one of my favourite shop to buy clothes. B buy 2 clothes and i buy 1 clothes and 1 jacket. The aunt give me discount. Total amount is $50. Then we walk underpass to marina square then b go top man shop and buy clothes. Now got sale so he buy 3 clothes. Total cost $12.90 only. After buying then we take mrt back to bukit batok then take bus home. Reach home at 9.50pm. Watching tv ,slack slack and talk crap till 12am. Then ii take cab back to my aunt house. Reach my aunt house at 12.25am. Then ii go bath . After bath, b call me then we talk for 5-10 min then put down the phone. B say morning wake up early then go meet him. I say okay. Sleep at 1.16am. Night! (: 07/08/10 Morning wake up at 7.45am. Prepare everything lerh then go take bus. But the thing is My Idiot boyfriend haven't wake up. Still say meet morning. Call his phone so many time then wake up at 8.25am. What the hell. Waiting for bus so long. Smoking at there and waiting for bus. Reach b house at 9.15am. Then b open the door for me then we go back sleep again. Wake up at afternoon around 2plus. Then we watch tv and talk crap. I suddenly feel like eating Pepper lunch then ii called tessly ask her wanna go with us. Then she said ok. Then we prepare at about 6.30pm. Then meet tessly at 7.15pm. She take the same bus with us but the different bus stop. Reach imm lerh. Tessly order seafood pepper rice same with b. Then ii order salmon & chicken. Total cost $37.10. I'm the staff there so my manager give me 5o% discount. So after discount our food cost $18.55. (: After eat is already 9.15pm. Then we go cotton on buy clothes. Tessly and i brought the same clothes. (: After buying, we take bus home. (: 08/08/10 Went to west mall watch movie with b. After watch movie went to KFC eat. After eating then go pay hand phone bill. My stomach was so fucking pain like hell. but b still want go shop & save buy food. We go shop & save buy a lot of food and b buy his camp thing. Total cost $17.10. After buying everything then we take bus home. 09/08/10 Morning wake up at around 11am. 5 more days to our 6th month ! (: 10/08/10 Wake up at 10plus then prepare to go work. Reach work place they ask me go back say today enough people. Wtf right?! Come back home then go back sleep. Wake up around 2plus. Then go eat and watch tv . 4 plus grandma ask me follow her go market take hungry ghost festival thing. Reach home then watch tv and eat biscuit. 7 plus grandma and tessly go eat dinner at market. 8plus dad and his girlfriend also go eat dinner. Then left me alone. Was so bored at home. Hate to be alone. Hate the fucking feeling. Waiting for b to call me. From 9pm wait till 10.30pm then he call me. And say ii cant use phone, I only can talk 5min. WTH! After 5min, he jiu put down phone and go sleep. Then me? I continue watch my show. 10plus tesle come back. Tessly call me to go down help them carry rice. Went down wait for them for so long then reach. Reach home lerh. Then watch my show around 12am then ii jiu go sleep lerh. Night! 4 more days to our 6th month ! (: 11/08/10 Morning wake up at 8 plus. When ii wake up, i saw my hand phone got a msg from tessly. She say my grandma middle of the night cant breath then ask me take care of her. but how ii want to take care her? I going my aunt taking care cousin. Then ii ask tesle not to go work and stay at home take care grandma till tessly come back then come to aunt house and take care cousin cause ii going work at 6pm. Tesle come aunt house at 3.30pm. Then ii around 4 pm go home change my working clothes then go back my aunt house. Reach my aunt house lerh. Rest awhile then around 5.20pm, From my aunt house walk to imm. Reach my working place lerh. 6pm! It time for work! End work at 11pm. I was so lucky. Walking toward bus stop then 188 bus jiu come lerh. Then ii straight away go up bus. Reach home at 11.08pm. Damn fast! Time for me to sleep. Working tomorrow at 2pm. Night! 3 more days to our 6th month ! (: 12/10/08 Waken up by b msg at 9plus. Then ii msg him then he call me. So tired but happy cause early morning heard his voice. (: When back to sleep after put down b phone. Wake up at 11.30am. Go bath and prepare to go work. around 12plus, grandma say our house downstairs got the torch relay. The Olympic games! Grandma cook for me rice and soup and other food. So Yummy! (: Watch tv for awhile. Around 1.20pm then ii walk to imm. Walking at toh guan then saw my aunt then talk to her awhile then ii jiu go imm lerh. Lucky never late for work. Reach working place lerh. 2pm! It time for work! End work at 11.08! Walking toward bus stop, bus 333 just run away. So bad luck ! Waited for very long then bus 188 then come. Reach home around 11.30pm. Watch tv and eating cheese burger. Time for me to go sleep! Night! Tomorrow working at 2pm. Hope b can book out today! 2 more days to our 6th month ! (: 20 July 2010 Just come back from my aunt house. Fetching sunny from school. Went to his house at 7plus. Then eat and watch television. Teaching rain Chinese spelling. Lucky got HanYu Pinyin. If not, i also don't know how to teach her. Haha. Go home at 10pm. Reach home about 10.13pm. Just finish talking with B. Bored. What should ii do now? No life man! Bored! Bored! Bored! Miss last time school time with friend! Miss my besties ! Today wake up at 2 plus. nothing to do at home. Fuck bored. Play com, eat, watching tv. What kind of life is this. Fucking bored.! 14 July 2010 Happy 5th month to hubby! Today is my 5th month. But we can't celebrate cause b inside camp. Fuck it! Today didn't go work again. Still sick. Going change work. Nothing to post. 13 July 2010 Didn't go to work today. Sick again. Asthma attack, cough, sore throat and flu. One more day to my 5th month! My family have accept him. My dad and grandma found out that i smoke. Reach home thought they will scold me but they didn't. I wanna quit smoking. But really need time. Time go damn slow. Why can't the time go faster?! Damn it! 07 July 2010 Everyday work work work! Damn fucking tired! Everyday must work weekend! Don't have time with b! Hate it! Everytime work so early. Everyday work morning till night! Not enough sleep. Nowadays i'm fall in love with star! I have no ideal why. Hahs! Quarrel with b with just minor things. Hais! When can we have happy time? 1 week can quarrel 5 time. Fuck it! I want to be happy everyday! I really love you! ASSHOLE! 04 July 2010 Justin Bieber- BABY Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah You know you love me, I know you care Just shout whenever, And I'll be there You are my love, You are my heart And we will never ever ever ever be apart Are we an item. Girl quit playing "We're just friends" What are you sayin? said theres another and looked right in my eyes My first love broke my heart for the first time, And I was like Baby, baby, baby ooh Like baby, baby, baby noo Like baby, baby, baby ooh Thought you'd always be mine, mine Baby, baby, baby oohh Like baby, baby, baby noo Like baby, baby, baby ohh Thought you'd always be mine, mine For you,i would have done what ever And I just cant believe we ain't together I wanna play it cool, But I'm losing you I'll buy you anything, ill buy you any ring And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me and just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream I'm going down, down, down, down And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around And I'm like, Baby, baby, baby oooh Like baby, baby, baby noo Like baby, baby, baby ooh Thought you'd always be mine, mine Baby, baby, baby oooh Like baby, baby, baby noo Like baby, baby, baby ooh Thought you'd always be mine, mine Luda, When I was thirteen, I had my first love There was nobody that compaired to my baby nobody came between us or could ever come above She had me going crazy Oh I was starstruck She woke me up daily Don't need no Starbucks She make my heart pound[wwwhhhooo] and skip a beat when I see her in the street and, At school, on the playground But I really wanna see her on the weekend She know she got me dazing Cuz she was so amazing And now, my heart is breakin' But I just keep on sayin ' Baby, baby, baby ohh Like baby, baby, baby noo Like baby, baby, baby ohh Thought you'd always be mine, mine Baby, baby, baby ooh Like baby, baby, baby noo Like baby, baby, baby oooh Thought you'd always be mine, mine (Now I'm all gone) Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah (Now I'm all gone) Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah, Yeah (Now I'm all gone) Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah, Yeah I'm all gone, gone, gone, ooh I'm gone Justin Bieber- One Time Me plus you, i'm tell you one time Me plus you, i'm tell you one time Me plus you, i'm tell you one time One time, one time When I met you girl my heart went knock knock Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop And even though it's a struggle love is all we got And we gonna keep keep climbing to the mountain top Your world is my world And my fight is your fight My breath is your breath And your heart And girl your're my one love, my one heart My one life for sure Let me tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'm tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) And i'm be your one guy You'll be my #1 girl Always making time for you (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'm tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) You look so deep, You know that it humbles me You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me Many have called but the chosen is you Whatever you want shawty i'll give it to you Your world is my world And my fight is your fight My breath is your breath And your heart And girl your're my one love, my one heart My one life for sure Let me tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'm tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) And i'm be your one guy You'll be my #1 girl Always making time for you (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'm tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) Shawty right there She's got everything I need And i'm tell her one time Give you everthing you need down to my last dime She makes me happy I know where i'll be Right by your side Cause she is the one And girl you're my one love, my one heart My one life for sure Let me tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'm tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) And i'm be your one guy You'll be my #1 girl Always making time for you I'm tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) I'm tell you one time (Girl, I love, girl I love you) Me plus you, i'm tell you one time Me plus you, i'm tell you one time Me plus you, i'm tell you one time One time, one time Justin -U Smile Oh, yeah mmmm I wait on you forever And a day, hand and foot Your world is my world, yeah Ain't no way you ever gon' Get any less then you should 'Cause baby You smile, I smile, oh 'Cause whenever You smile, I smile Hey hey hey Your lips, my biggest weakness Shouldn't have let you know I'm always gonna do what they say If you need me, I'll come running from a thousand miles away When you smile, I smile Woah oh oh oh You smile, I smile, hey Baby take my open heart And all it offers 'Cause this is as unconditional As it'll ever get You ain't seen nothin yet I won't ever hesitate to give you more 'Cause baby You smile, I smile Woah oh oh oh You smile, I smile Hey hey hey You smile, I smile I smile, I smile, I smile You smile, I smile Make me smile baby Baby you won't ever want for nothing You are my ins and my means now With you there's no in between I'm all in 'Cause my cards are on the table And I'm willing and I'm able But I fold to your wish 'Cause it's my command Hey hey hey You smile, I smile Woah oh oh oh You smile, I smile Hey hey hey You smile, I smile I smile, I smile, I smile You smile, I smile You smile, I smile You smile, I smile 01 July 2010 These few days working like hell. Sleeping at my aunt house this few days. Having fun at my aunt house. Taking care of my 3 cousin. Working make me feel stress. 30 June is my last day working with my supervisor (kathinie) Talking with her make my feeling feel better. Everyday work till 11.30. Reach my aunt house 12plus. Hais. Just quarrel with hubby. Dont know what we are thinking. Do he still love me like last time? Who know?! Only he know.! FUCK IT! Feeling so stress! You are different from last time. You use to care me but now you care me in different way. I HATE IT! Can you treat me better like last time. I prefer last time then now. You now army and i now working and we seldom have time together. Yet you only think about yourself. I need your care and love. Haiz. Tomorrow hubby is booking out. I tomorrow have to work at 9.30am to 5.30pm. After working, i have to fetch my cousin sister from school. Then send her back to her house then i go home pack clothes then go hubby house. Hais. Life is really terrible . Love my last time life! Got to go sleep. tomorrow have to wake up early. Shag. NIGHT! I really love you but why we always quarrel and you will say break in your mouth? Why cant you stop saying break? 23 June 2010 Happy Memories!         18/06/10 Every thing is fine now! (: Morning wake up at 10plus then B call me at 11am then ii prepare to go work. Went to take bus & MRT at 11plus. Reach working place at 12.05pm. Work till 7.45 than they ask me to send cake to West Mall. Then ii meet Peien at Raffles Mrt then we together go West Mall. Reach West Mall at 8.15pm. Then i go send food then peien go buy her ear ring. (: Around 8.45pm, we go take bus 176 to 244 to meet B. (: Reach 244 lerh. Saw Jason, Weiwei & my botak hubby. Haha. The first thing B ask me is my hair like that funny a not? Lol! What a funny question! Peien say is funny but ii dont think so lerh. I think is normal. haha. B pei me go home take my clothes and stuff then after that we take cab back to B house. Reach b house lerh. We both go bath after bath then we eat, washing B clothes, chatting & watching television. (: Taking a lot of picture. Take B army hat and wear then take picture. haha(: B go hang his clothes outside the house then i go disturb him. After hanging the clothes then we go in the house then lie on the bed and take funny & ugly photo. Around 2am, we went to sleep. NIGHT! 19/06/10 20/06/10 Morning wake up at 11am. Waken up by B. Was so tired then b keep ask me wake up and prepare to go chevrons. Then ii prepare lerh then we go gombak first then take bus 188 go chevrons. Reach chevrons then B go buy his camp clothes. Then ii meet my dad at 252 market at 1.30pm. We reach 252 at 1.45pm. We are late! B and i go buy fried prawn noodle packed. After buying then my dad sent us back to B house. Haha. My dad was so funny. It a long story. (: Reach B house lerh. We eat and rest then around 2.55pm, B go bath. After he bath then he prepare everything is already 3.35pm. What the hell. we are late for the movie. We suppose to watch Karate Kids at 3.50pm but B bath to long then we change the time to 6.25pm. We went west mall to buy my hair clip and shawl. Then we go KFC eat. After eating, we go smoking. After smoking we go buy ticket. We take lift up to level 5 and we saw a lot of people queue up buying ticket. We queue up for about 10min then we brought our ticket. (: Didn't brought drink or food. Watch Karate Kids till 8.45pm. Then we go value shop to buy cloth for B camp. And we take photo also. (: After that we go fair price to buy tidbits, sweet and drink. I look at my hand phone time is already 9.45pm. B thought that he will be late for home but the bus came at 9.50pm. Then we took up the bus and reach B house downstairs at 9.55pm. Then B go shop and buy Marlboro menthol for me. But in the end is for both of us to smoke. What the hell! Reach B house lerh. B pack his bag and i watching tv. 11pm we watch channel 5 (The Incredible Tales). After watching, we watch Ghost Whisper. We only watch for 15min then we change to channel 8. Channel 8 was doing love story. We watch till 1pm. Then ii go bath. (: After bath, B is a fucker. He went to sleep without waiting for me. I walk toward him then ii kick him then he say ii scared him. LOL! He went to smoke when i was bathing. Ass him! he ask me to sleep but i keep cough like hell can't sleep. But he still can sleep. Damn him. Around 1.50, I wake B up and tell him that ii go outside smoke then he still can ask me why? The answer is if i never smoke i can't sleep. If i smoke then ii sleep well. Then i told b that i very uncomfortable then he say okay but faster come back sleep. Then i say okay. I smoke finish le then go sleep at 2.30am. Then suddenly wake up at 4am then i turn to b he also wake up lerh. Then we chatting then go smoking. After smoking is already 6am. Then B say go sleep then later 7am must wake up then go back my house. We sleep then ii wake up at 7am but B still dont want to wake up then ii go sleep then B call me wake up say "now already 7.25am" then ii say i wake up at 7am then he you sleeping then ii go back sleep derh hor. Then B say okay larh. We wake up at 7.45am. Then i say okay. Then we sleep till 7.45am then wake up. Then b go bath then ii go change clothes. Prepare everything lerh. Then we go take bus go back my house then ii msg my dad see whether he wake up already anot. Take bus 188 home. Reach home lerh call dad and tessly wake and go eat. They prepare everything lerh then my dad drive us go bukit batok and eat Tim Sun. Eat till 10.30am then dad drive me go Jurong Point to take thing to go Harbourfront. Reach harbourfront at 12.15pm. B sent me to work but after he sent me then he alone go back. ): Seriously can't bear to leave him alone. Haiz He went to bukit batok to buy his camp thing. Hmm. I work till 8.30pm then go interchange take bus 188 home. Reach home at 9.40pm. Wait for b to call me. Finally he call. We just talk about 15min then we jiu msg lerh. Boring! ): 21/06/10 - 23/06/10 Everyday wake up early to go work. Everyday not enough sleep. ): Sleep half way jiu will wake up. Hais. Thinking of him everyday, every minutes and every second.): Tomorrow not working. Siian. Currently at my cousin house using computer. Can't have with b on saturday cause i have to work from 9am-5pm (8hour) Sunday also have to work from 2.3pm-10.30pm (8hour) What the fuck right! Where got enough time! Hais! ): Going to the movies, are fun! Smoking make me Energetic! Ice-cream make me Happy! Chocolates drives me crazy! Hubby give me LOVE! I really miss you, Hubby! I want you by my side every moment! 18 June 2010   Doesn't know why my tears falls! ): Quarrel with B just now on phone. I just didn't go work cause ii over sleep. He must shout at me meh? I'm tired okay! I already tired my best to sleep early and wake up early to go work. What esle you want from me? I got listen to what you say okay! I know you inside army very stress but i also stress what. Can you think of me also?! You tomorrow book out ready than today you still want quarrel with me. wth! I'm waiting for your call since morning but when you call you just scold me with your anger! I'm outside yet you are inside. I know you want me to work but i'm human being. Crying out with all my freaking tears. But ii just dont feel better at all. Tomorrow still have to go work. Damn it! Today never go work. ): Still sick. Morning wake up at 8.30am. Was prepare for work, but vomit and nose bleeding. ): My body is too heating. Have to drink more of plain water. Using computer till 6plus. Went down to meet my beloved shu ee. (: Chatting and take photo till 7.30pm than go home. (:        ♥ Tesle &    17 June 2010 These are three beautiful words! I say this to you every morning. Just thinking about those three words make my heart pound like crazy. And i love saying those three words. I want to love you eternally. I wonder if you know this heart of mine? Angel comes down form the skies. I love you until forever. You are my guardian angel. If i stand next to you, i'm an angel. I become a silly girl. Every night when we apart, the pretty serenade you sing for me. Wonder if all this is a dream. I want to live the rest of my life with only you. Our love forever like this. Promise you that it'll never grow old. when thing are hard, i'll be a friend to you. Will be everything to you. I'm content with just you and me laughing like this. We're in love right now, so much. Every day, Lovely day. I'll whisper to you that i love you. I'll give you a love sweeter than candy. I will promise you. I will live with only you in my eyes. I will live holding you in my arms. From the moment i wake up to asleep, I will yearn only for you. On summer day, You will be me shade. On a rainy day, You will be my umbrella. If i get tired walking, You'll be a small chair. So that my happiness will be doubled. I will laugh with you. You will become the handkerchief, When i cry to wipe my tears. Don't forget the words, I will love you forever. When my eyes open with me will be my love shot. Like a fairy tale prince, you'll smile to me. Can you feel my heart? Your heart can't seem to let me go. I think there must be just one love. i don't think my heart will change. The love that i've kept only you. My heart kept calling your name. I take one step toward you. Push you one step away. Each time, you grow in my heart. ♥ I must be loving you this much (100%) ♥ Must be waiting for you this much (100%) Even through i can fool my head. But i can't fool my heart. Sometime love, at time tears. Even thought it hard. I only need you by my side. I must still loving you. Must be waiting for you. My brain might be fooled. But my heart can't be fooled. |
