LOVE ARE WONDERFUL!

2010-10-01T02:42:00.000+08:00

Currently at my aunt house ! B, POP lorh !
This few day not feeling well .
Morning wake up went to see doctor cause asthma attack .
Fuck the asthma sick !
B today book in for confinement .
Sunday morning then can book out .
Meeting him on the Sunday morning .
Wednesday when to chalet with b and his campmate ,
talking with everyone make me feel like dying ,
because whatever ii say they will follow me . Idiot !
After chalet , reach home at 6 plus in the morning .
Damn freaking tired !
Yesterday , 9 plus go imm eat pepper lunch with b.
After eating go back to my house . Slack till 11pm then jack call b to go 252 slack .
Reach there talk cork then when to huishan house and slack .
Reach her house then talk cork then around 2plus then they play major ! Wth !
B play till 5.45am then go home . Damn freaking tired .
When to take cab to b house .
Reach lerh , them I go bath, then after b bath hao lerh then we both jiu go sleep lerh .

2010-08-28T23:14:00.001+08:00

Sleeping at B house .

Morning wake up at 7.30am.

Call B wake up, he dont care. WTF!

Call him till ii very angry then ii go smoking outside his house.

Call him again at 8.30am then he finally wake up.

B go bath all this then ii pack my bag.

B finish bath all this lerh.

9.30am lerh still at b house. WTH!

Have some quarrel with b but in the end nothing lerh.

B say sorry to me. (:

Went down to take bus 188.

Reach my house lerh.

Tessly & tesle prepare lerh. Only left me .

Then ii quickly change clothes all this.

We all faster go down take bus to interchange and take mrt but in the end

i told them that want take cab down to Square 2 anot? cause ii scared late.

Then in the end, we take cab down to novena square.

Reach lerh. Tessly and tesle go buy drink then B and i go see shoes.

B want buy a pair of shoes but that shoes ii dont know how to see suit or not.

Then we decide to call tessly and help us see. (:

In the end, B buy that shoes which cost $48.90. Damn expensive !

11.50am lerh. Tessly call aunt ask where is she ? she say 5 to 10 min jiu reach lerh.

Aunt reach lerh. Then we go Korea BBQ restaurant eat .

While eating , we take alot of funny photo and have some chat.

After eating, b and ii had a very big quarrel.

Aunt , tesle & tessly went to toilet then b and i go one place to quarrel.

20min later then we okay back. WTH!

B say sorry to me and ii also say sorry to him.

Went to find tessly they all then aunt say "Let go changi beach club now !"

Went to aunt car, suddenly aunt give 4 of us a MP3 (Creative ZEN mx)

Cool. 4 of us have the same mp3.

Take a nap at aunt car while going to changi beach club.

Reach CBC lerh.

We go Cafe drink water and take some funny photo.

5pm lerh! It time for KTV! ENJOY TIME!

Sing alot of song and take alot of ugly , funny photo.

Tesle , B & i keep want go toilet cause the air-con is cold and we drink alot of water.

B & i keep go toilet another reason is we want go smoking . Haha . (:

Sing till 8pm. Then go restaurant eat buffet .

Take alot of food, dessert & photo. (:

After eating, Got surprise .

Aunt tell the manager to take the cake out and we sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song.

haha . (: Damn happy.

Eat cake and take photo. hehe . (:

After eating and taking photo,

It time to go home.!

Inside car, tesle say want go changi village to see ah gua.

haha! LMAO!

Went there but is too early then the ah gua havent come out and find customer.

Bored. then we jiu go home lerh.

Reach home at 11pm.

Reach home then ii faster on computer then put song inside B the mp3.

Then doing half way then my dad wake up lerh. Say want go 252 eat.

Mp3 is still changing.

Went to 252 eat then half way saw han yi, boon keat & wei wei.

Eat till 1.30am then go home. Reach home lerh then continue make B the mp3.

Make till 2.45am then go down take cab home.

Reach b house lerh then b go bath .

B bath hao lerh.

It time to sleep.

Damn fucking tired! Going to die lerh.

NIGHT!

2010-08-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 10.45am.

Watch tv and eat.

Around 12 plus b call me say he book out later at night.

Yippee!

Now 1.25pm. Going to work now!

BACK! Finish work at 11.10pm.

B msg tell me say he go home bath first then change clothes then come fetch me end work.

But in the end also never come fetch me. WTH!

B meet me at my house busstop.

End work lerh, go take bus 105 to toh guan busstop then called b ask where is him.

Then ask him come to traffic light fetch me.

B fetch me lerh then go my house bath .

I bath finish lerh then eat instant porridge.

Eat and watch tv till 1 plus then we take cab to b house.

Reach b house lerh.
Time for us to sleep !

Later morning still must wake up at 8am.

NIGHT! (:

2010-08-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 11am.

Same as yesterday.

When to take bus and go work.

Balalala~

Today working place i'm the only girl.

Cant say only girl larh. plus 2 aunty lorh !

Haha. (:

Today working very happy.

Everyone keep make me laugh.

Today break time same with kim leong.

Haha. His a joker!

Keep disturb me. Today still use hand and hit my hat.

Today b never call me. I knew it !

B yesterday told me that he today maybe cant use phone.

He say if you see the time already 10.30 then ii never switch on the phone mean i cant use the phone.

Shag! Everyone see me laughing very happy but inside my heart is crying .

Today working saw mr lau and xiao jun and 1 commonwealth guy. last time habg with wang kang they all derh.

Mr lau ask me when ii free , he wanna bring tesle and i go eat.
Btw thank yea mr lau. When i free , i will text you. (:

Wth! Should end work at 11pm, but lei tao forget to cook my meal then end work at 11.15pm.

When to take bus 333. Meet tesle under my blk then go home together.

Reach home lerh. Feel like smoking but no cigarette .

Yesterday smoke finish lerh.

Now ii only wish that b can book out on friday.

Everyday go work and come bach from work , ii confirm will pray to god and let b book out on friday.

Seriously , damn wanna him book out and pei me.

Next week onward, b will go out filed and ii will go work evryday even weekend also work.

Cause dont want stay at home.

If keep stay at home, i'll keep think of b and i will cry.

Working can make me not to think b so much.

Wanna faster get salary then buy phone for b.

Birthday coming lerh. But not celebrate with anyone.

Going to work on my birthday.

Celebra with b , tesle , tessly , my big aunt and my third uncle family at changi beach club.

Going for swimming, dinner and KTV ! YAHHOOO!

Going to sleep now.

Tomorrow working at 12pm - 11pm.

Hope b tomorrow can use phone !

Night everyone !

2010-08-24T23:33:00.005+08:00

Just back from work !

Almost late today .

Wake up at 11am.

When to prepare all this and get out from my house and go take bus.

Lucky not late for work . (:

I'm happy when i'm working .

My working friend are all jokers !

All of them are good to me and very friendly .

Thank for making me so happy when i'm working .

Take bus home with stephanie today. (:

Damn fucking angry yesterday wrote this at my facebook .

HEY, DONT THINK II NOT AROUND YOU ALL CAN SAY ABOUT US ?!

CCB ! ANYONE OF YOU SAY ABOUT US , I'LL KNOW DERH !

YOU THINK YOU ALL VERY BIG TO SAY ABOUT US ?!

SAY PEOPLE THINK OF YOURSELF FIRST !

DON'T PUT WORDS IN OUR MOUTH ! NBCB !

FNT DERH ?! WHO YOU GUY TO SAY ABOUT ME ?!

STOP ALL THOSE CRAP AND DO YOUR THING QUIETLY !

I NEVER REGRET TO LEAVE YOU ALL CAUSE I CHOOSE A CORRECT CHOICE !

YOU GUY SHOULD KNOW WHO I'M REFERRING TO !

Last week everyday go work but sad thing is b can't book out on friday. shag.

Wake up at 9plus, B 10 plus jiu can book out lerh.

Tessly and i wear dress. And she help me tie hair. Thank yea babe! haha ! (:

B book out on saturday and around evening time we go vivo with his camp mate .

And take 188 bus to eat steamboat .

Celebrate one of his camp mate birthday .

Anyway, Happy birthday to Zhi Cong !

After eating steamboat then Adrian, his girlfriend , b & me go vivo watch midnight movie.

While we buying ticket , suddenly got people call my guy then we turn back and saw his sgt .

haha. Everyone dont wanna go pub . haha.

We three couple go watch midnight movie . We watch Last airbender . haha.

After watching , we go smoke after smoke then we take can to my house.

Reach my house lerh then tesle , b & ii go mac.

After eating then we take cab send tesle home then we go back b house.

Reach b house lerh. Smoke first then go sleep.

Damn fucking tired !

Night!

Here is all the photo that we take !

Theidiotic Tess & Theretard Tessly ! (:

Theangsty Shun & Theidiotic Tess ! (:

Our love story ! 140210 ! (:

The memories ! (:

Here the video that ii make for him !

2010-08-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 10.32am .

Wake up go bath .

After bath, watch tv .

Around 1.24pm, i go change working clothes then walk to imm .

Reach imm at 1.40pm .

Then go atm, bank in money .

After bank in money then go work .

Break at 7.30pm .

Damn tired ! ★

End work at 10.35pm .

After work, when to gaint to buy Instant Rice Porridge .

Buy 2 chicken flavour , 2 duck flavour & 2 seafood flavour .

Buy for B each flavour 1 .

The rest is for my sister , dad & grandma to try .

If nice , next time buy many then put it at home . (:

After buying thing then take bus home .

Waited for the bus damn long .

10.54pm 188 bus then come .

Reach home at 11.02pm .

58 min to our 6th month ! (: ♥

B today can't book out .

Cause he fail his pull up .

Kena R.T .

haha . So dumb of him . (:

But still love him lot ! (: ♥

2010-08-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

05/08/2010

B was sick on Saturday . ):

But the next day he's okay . (:
I take care of him that night .
I'm so afraid .But me ? Haiz .
I'm sick too . Didn't go work this week .
Sick damn badly . ):
9 more days to our 6th month ! (:

06/08/2010

Currently at my aunt house.
Morning wake up at 6.39am.
Waken up by my aunt to ask me take care baby.
Tesle very late then sleep so she don't wanna wake her up so she call me.
Ask me not to sleep cause baby having fever.
But i still sleep back awhile. 7plus jiu wake up lerh.
8.45am send my cousin sunny to school.
9.45am fetch my cousin sunny back from school.
Then 10am fetch till him then bring him go playground play till 10.30am.
Bring him back to his house then rest for awhile.
11.30am go fuhua primary fetch rain.
After fetch her take bus back to her house.
Today b book out at 1.30pm.
Change clothes lerh jiu go imm help me aunt change thing.
After imm take bus to b house.
Reach b house at 2.30pm.
Around 4.10pm.
B parent, b and i take cab down to MCYS.
Reach lerh. B and his parent went in to see PO.
But I'm outside seating watch kids rehearsal for national days.
Around 5.30pm, they come out lerh. We going to take cab.
His mum ask where we going then we say we wanna go far east plaza.
Then we take same cab with them then they drop us at far east then they go home.
So nice right his parent.
We at far east shopping. but didn't but anything.
Then we take mrt to city hall.
We go peninsular buy clothes and pant.
Reach peninsular, I go to one of my favourite shop to buy clothes.
B buy 2 clothes and i buy 1 clothes and 1 jacket. The aunt give me discount.
Total amount is $50.
Then we walk underpass to marina square then b go top man shop and buy clothes.
Now got sale so he buy 3 clothes. Total cost $12.90 only.
After buying then we take mrt back to bukit batok then take bus home.
Reach home at 9.50pm.
Watching tv ,slack slack and talk crap till 12am.
Then ii take cab back to my aunt house.
Reach my aunt house at 12.25am.
Then ii go bath .
After bath, b call me then we talk for 5-10 min then put down the phone.
B say morning wake up early then go meet him. I say okay.
Sleep at 1.16am.
Night! (:

8 more days to our 6th month ! (:

07/08/10

Morning wake up at 7.45am.
Prepare everything lerh then go take bus.
But the thing is My Idiot boyfriend haven't wake up.
Still say meet morning.
Call his phone so many time then wake up at 8.25am.
What the hell.
Waiting for bus so long.
Smoking at there and waiting for bus.
Reach b house at 9.15am.
Then b open the door for me then we go back sleep again.
Wake up at afternoon around 2plus.
Then we watch tv and talk crap.
I suddenly feel like eating Pepper lunch then ii called tessly ask her wanna go with us.
Then she said ok. Then we prepare at about 6.30pm.
Then meet tessly at 7.15pm.
She take the same bus with us but the different bus stop.
Reach imm lerh.
Tessly order seafood pepper rice same with b. Then ii order salmon & chicken.
Total cost $37.10. I'm the staff there so my manager give me 5o% discount.
So after discount our food cost $18.55. (:
After eat is already 9.15pm.
Then we go cotton on buy clothes.
Tessly and i brought the same clothes. (:
After buying, we take bus home. (:

7 more days to our 6th month ! (:

08/08/10

Went to west mall watch movie with b.
After watch movie went to KFC eat.
After eating then go pay hand phone bill.
My stomach was so fucking pain like hell.
but b still want go shop & save buy food.
We go shop & save buy a lot of food and b buy his camp thing.
Total cost $17.10.
After buying everything then we take bus home.

6 more days to our 6th month ! (:

09/08/10

Morning wake up at around 11am.

Wanna eat mac breakfast and b call mac delivery. After eating, had quarrel with b with some issue.Almost break up but in the end never.I'm sorry for what i had done. After quarrel is already 3plus.B wanna go out but ii don't want.So we decided to stay at home and watch tv.Watch national day parade at b house.B go bath at 7.40pm.After that b prepare his thing to book in.hmm. What a shag day!
5 more days to our 6th month ! (:

10/08/10

Wake up at 10plus then prepare to go work.
Reach work place they ask me go back say today enough people.
Wtf right?!
Come back home then go back sleep.
Wake up around 2plus.
Then go eat and watch tv .
4 plus grandma ask me follow her go market take hungry ghost festival thing.
Reach home then watch tv and eat biscuit.
7 plus grandma and tessly go eat dinner at market.
8plus dad and his girlfriend also go eat dinner.
Then left me alone.
Was so bored at home.
Hate to be alone.
Hate the fucking feeling.
Waiting for b to call me.
From 9pm wait till 10.30pm then he call me.
And say ii cant use phone, I only can talk 5min.
WTH! After 5min, he jiu put down phone and go sleep.
Then me? I continue watch my show.
10plus tesle come back.
Tessly call me to go down help them carry rice.
Went down wait for them for so long then reach.
Reach home lerh. Then watch my show around 12am then ii jiu go sleep lerh.
Night!
4 more days to our 6th month ! (:

11/08/10

Morning wake up at 8 plus.
When ii wake up, i saw my hand phone got a msg from tessly.
She say my grandma middle of the night cant breath then ask me take care of her.
but how ii want to take care her?
I going my aunt taking care cousin.
Then ii ask tesle not to go work and stay at home take care grandma till tessly come back
then come to aunt house and take care cousin cause ii going work at 6pm.
Tesle come aunt house at 3.30pm.
Then ii around 4 pm go home change my working clothes then go back my aunt house.
Reach my aunt house lerh.
Rest awhile then around 5.20pm,
From my aunt house walk to imm.
Reach my working place lerh.
6pm! It time for work!
End work at 11pm.
I was so lucky. Walking toward bus stop then 188 bus jiu come lerh.
Then ii straight away go up bus.
Reach home at 11.08pm.
Damn fast!
Time for me to sleep.
Working tomorrow at 2pm.
Night!
3 more days to our 6th month ! (:

12/10/08

Waken up by b msg at 9plus.
Then ii msg him then he call me.
So tired but happy cause early morning heard his voice. (:
When back to sleep after put down b phone.
Wake up at 11.30am.
Go bath and prepare to go work.
around 12plus, grandma say our house downstairs got the torch relay.
The Olympic games!
Grandma cook for me rice and soup and other food.
So Yummy! (:
Watch tv for awhile.
Around 1.20pm then ii walk to imm.
Walking at toh guan then saw my aunt then talk to her awhile then ii jiu go imm lerh.
Lucky never late for work.
Reach working place lerh.
2pm! It time for work!
End work at 11.08!
Walking toward bus stop, bus 333 just run away.
So bad luck !
Waited for very long then bus 188 then come.
Reach home around 11.30pm.
Watch tv and eating cheese burger.
Time for me to go sleep! Night!
Tomorrow working at 2pm.
Hope b can book out today!
2 more days to our 6th month ! (:

2010-07-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

Just come back from my aunt house.
Fetching sunny from school.
Went to his house at 7plus.
Then eat and watch television.
Teaching rain Chinese spelling.
Lucky got HanYu Pinyin.
If not, i also don't know how to teach her.
Haha. Go home at 10pm.
Reach home about 10.13pm.
Just finish talking with B.
Bored. What should ii do now?
No life man!
Bored! Bored! Bored!
Miss last time school time with friend!
Miss my besties !

2010-07-20T16:11:00.003+08:00

Today wake up at 2 plus.
nothing to do at home.
Fuck bored.
Play com, eat, watching tv.
What kind of life is this.
Fucking bored.!

2010-07-14T21:14:00.004+08:00

Happy 5th month to hubby!
Today is my 5th month.
But we can't celebrate cause b inside camp.
Fuck it!
Today didn't go work again.
Still sick.
Going change work.
Nothing to post.

2010-07-13T21:37:00.003+08:00

Didn't go to work today.

Sick again.
Asthma attack, cough, sore throat and flu.
One more day to my 5th month!
My family have accept him.
My dad and grandma found out that i smoke.
Reach home thought they will scold me but they didn't.
I wanna quit smoking. But really need time.
Time go damn slow.
Why can't the time go faster?!
Damn it!

2010-07-07T20:12:00.001+08:00

Everyday work work work!
Damn fucking tired!
Everyday must work weekend!
Don't have time with b!
Hate it! Everytime work so early.
Everyday work morning till night!
Not enough sleep.
Nowadays i'm fall in love with star!
I have no ideal why. Hahs!
Quarrel with b with just minor things.
Hais! When can we have happy time?
1 week can quarrel 5 time. Fuck it!
I want to be happy everyday!
I really love you!
ASSHOLE!

2010-07-04T21:20:00.003+08:00

Justin Bieber- BABY

Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah

You know you love me, I know you care

Just shout whenever, And I'll be there

You are my love, You are my heart

And we will never ever ever ever be apart

Are we an item. Girl quit playing

"We're just friends" What are you sayin?

said theres another and looked right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like Baby, baby, baby ooh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ooh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oohh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ohh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

For you,i would have done what ever

And I just cant believe we ain't together

I wanna play it cool, But I'm losing you

I'll buy you anything, ill buy you any ring

And I'm in pieces,

Baby fix me and just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

I'm going down, down, down, down

And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around

And I'm like, Baby, baby, baby oooh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ooh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oooh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ooh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Luda, When I was thirteen, I had my first love

There was nobody that compaired to my baby

nobody came between us or could ever come above

She had me going crazy

Oh I was starstruck

She woke me up daily

Don't need no Starbucks

She make my heart pound[wwwhhhooo] and skip a beat when I see her in the street and,

At school, on the playground

But I really wanna see her on the weekend

She know she got me dazing Cuz she was so amazing

And now, my heart is breakin'

But I just keep on sayin

' Baby, baby, baby ohh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ohh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ooh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby oooh

Thought you'd always be mine, mine

(Now I'm all gone) Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

(Now I'm all gone) Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

I'm all gone, gone, gone, ooh I'm gone

Justin Bieber- One Time

Me plus you, i'm tell you one time

One time, one time
When I met you girl my heart went knock knock

Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop

And even though it's a struggle love is all we got

And we gonna keep keep climbing to the mountain top
Your world is my world

And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath

And your heart

And girl your're my one love, my one heart

My one life for sure

Let me tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

I'm tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And i'm be your one guy

You'll be my #1 girl

Always making time for you

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

I'm tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
You look so deep, You know that it humbles me

You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me

Many have called but the chosen is you

Whatever you want shawty i'll give it to you
Your world is my world

And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath

And your heart

And girl your're my one love, my one heart

My one life for sure

Let me tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

I'm tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And i'm be your one guy

You'll be my #1 girl

Always making time for you

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

I'm tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
Shawty right there

She's got everything I need

And i'm tell her one time

Give you everthing you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy

I know where i'll be

Right by your side

Cause she is the one
And girl you're my one love, my one heart

My one life for sure

Let me tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

I'm tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And i'm be your one guy

You'll be my #1 girl

Always making time for you

I'm tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

I'm tell you one time

(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
Me plus you, i'm tell you one time

Me plus you, i'm tell you one time

One time, one time

Justin -U Smile

Oh, yeah mmmm

I wait on you forever

And a day, hand and foot

Your world is my world, yeah

Ain't no way you ever gon'

Get any less then you should

'Cause baby

You smile, I smile, oh

'Cause whenever

You smile, I smile

Hey hey hey

Your lips, my biggest weakness

Shouldn't have let you know

I'm always gonna do what they say

If you need me,

I'll come running from a thousand miles away

When you smile, I smile

Woah oh oh oh

You smile, I smile, hey

Baby take my open heart

And all it offers

'Cause this is as unconditional

As it'll ever get

You ain't seen nothin yet

I won't ever hesitate to give you more

'Cause baby

You smile, I smile

Woah oh oh oh

You smile, I smile

Hey hey hey

You smile, I smile

I smile, I smile, I smile

You smile, I smile

Make me smile baby

Baby you won't ever want for nothing

You are my ins and my means now

With you there's no in between

I'm all in

'Cause my cards are on the table

And I'm willing and I'm able

But I fold to your wish

'Cause it's my command

Hey hey hey

You smile, I smile

Woah oh oh oh

You smile, I smile

Hey hey hey

You smile, I smile

I smile, I smile, I smile

You smile, I smile

2010-07-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

These few days working like hell.
Sleeping at my aunt house this few days.
Having fun at my aunt house.
Taking care of my 3 cousin.
Working make me feel stress.
30 June is my last day working with my supervisor (kathinie)
Talking with her make my feeling feel better.
Everyday work till 11.30. Reach my aunt house 12plus.
Hais.
Just quarrel with hubby.
Dont know what we are thinking.
Do he still love me like last time?
Who know?! Only he know.!
FUCK IT!
Feeling so stress!
You are different from last time.
You use to care me but now you care me in different way.
I HATE IT!
Can you treat me better like last time.
I prefer last time then now.
You now army and i now working and we seldom have time together.
Yet you only think about yourself.
I need your care and love. Haiz.
Tomorrow hubby is booking out.
I tomorrow have to work at 9.30am to 5.30pm.
After working, i have to fetch my cousin sister from school.
Then send her back to her house then i go home pack clothes then go hubby house.
Hais. Life is really terrible .
Love my last time life!
Got to go sleep. tomorrow have to wake up early.
Shag. NIGHT!
I really love you but why we always quarrel and you will say break in your mouth?
Why cant you stop saying break?

LOVES!

2010-06-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Memories!

18/06/10

Every thing is fine now! (:
Morning wake up at 10plus then B call me at 11am then ii prepare to go work.
Went to take bus & MRT at 11plus.
Reach working place at 12.05pm.
Work till 7.45 than they ask me to send cake to West Mall.
Then ii meet Peien at Raffles Mrt then we together go West Mall.
Reach West Mall at 8.15pm.
Then i go send food then peien go buy her ear ring. (:
Around 8.45pm, we go take bus 176 to 244 to meet B. (:
Reach 244 lerh.
Saw Jason, Weiwei & my botak hubby.
Haha. The first thing B ask me is my hair like that funny a not? Lol!
What a funny question!
Peien say is funny but ii dont think so lerh.
I think is normal. haha.
B pei me go home take my clothes and stuff then after that we take cab back to B house.
Reach b house lerh.
We both go bath after bath then we eat, washing B clothes, chatting & watching television. (:
Taking a lot of picture.
Take B army hat and wear then take picture. haha(:
B go hang his clothes outside the house then i go disturb him.
After hanging the clothes then we go in the house then lie on the bed and take funny & ugly photo.
Around 2am, we went to sleep. NIGHT!

19/06/10
20/06/10

Morning wake up at 11am. Waken up by B.
Was so tired then b keep ask me wake up and prepare to go chevrons.
Then ii prepare lerh then we go gombak first then take bus 188 go chevrons.
Reach chevrons then B go buy his camp clothes.
Then ii meet my dad at 252 market at 1.30pm.
We reach 252 at 1.45pm.
We are late!
B and i go buy fried prawn noodle packed.
After buying then my dad sent us back to B house.
Haha. My dad was so funny.
It a long story. (:
Reach B house lerh.
We eat and rest then around 2.55pm, B go bath.
After he bath then he prepare everything is already 3.35pm.
What the hell. we are late for the movie.
We suppose to watch Karate Kids at 3.50pm but B bath to long then we change the time to 6.25pm.
We went west mall to buy my hair clip and shawl.
Then we go KFC eat. After eating, we go smoking.
After smoking we go buy ticket.
We take lift up to level 5 and we saw a lot of people queue up buying ticket.
We queue up for about 10min then we brought our ticket. (:
Didn't brought drink or food.
Watch Karate Kids till 8.45pm.
Then we go value shop to buy cloth for B camp. And we take photo also. (:
After that we go fair price to buy tidbits, sweet and drink.
I look at my hand phone time is already 9.45pm.
B thought that he will be late for home but the bus came at 9.50pm.
Then we took up the bus and reach B house downstairs at 9.55pm.
Then B go shop and buy Marlboro menthol for me.
But in the end is for both of us to smoke. What the hell!
Reach B house lerh.
B pack his bag and i watching tv.
11pm we watch channel 5 (The Incredible Tales).
After watching, we watch Ghost Whisper.
We only watch for 15min then we change to channel 8.
Channel 8 was doing love story.
We watch till 1pm. Then ii go bath. (:
After bath, B is a fucker. He went to sleep without waiting for me.
I walk toward him then ii kick him then he say ii scared him. LOL!
He went to smoke when i was bathing. Ass him!
he ask me to sleep but i keep cough like hell can't sleep.
But he still can sleep. Damn him.
Around 1.50, I wake B up and tell him that ii go outside smoke then he still can ask me why?
The answer is if i never smoke i can't sleep. If i smoke then ii sleep well.
Then i told b that i very uncomfortable then he say okay but faster come back sleep.
Then i say okay.
I smoke finish le then go sleep at 2.30am.
Then suddenly wake up at 4am then i turn to b he also wake up lerh.
Then we chatting then go smoking. After smoking is already 6am.
Then B say go sleep then later 7am must wake up then go back my house.
We sleep then ii wake up at 7am but B still dont want to wake up then ii go sleep then B call me wake up say "now already 7.25am" then ii say i wake up at 7am then he you sleeping then ii go back sleep derh hor.
Then B say okay larh. We wake up at 7.45am. Then i say okay.
Then we sleep till 7.45am then wake up. Then b go bath then ii go change clothes.
Prepare everything lerh. Then we go take bus go back my house then ii msg my dad see whether he wake up already anot.
Take bus 188 home. Reach home lerh call dad and tessly wake and go eat.
They prepare everything lerh then my dad drive us go bukit batok and eat Tim Sun.
Eat till 10.30am then dad drive me go Jurong Point to take thing to go Harbourfront.
Reach harbourfront at 12.15pm. B sent me to work but after he sent me then he alone go back. ):
Seriously can't bear to leave him alone. Haiz
He went to bukit batok to buy his camp thing.
Hmm. I work till 8.30pm then go interchange take bus 188 home. Reach home at 9.40pm.
Wait for b to call me. Finally he call.
We just talk about 15min then we jiu msg lerh.
Boring! ):

21/06/10 - 23/06/10

Everyday wake up early to go work.
Everyday not enough sleep. ):
Sleep half way jiu will wake up. Hais.
Thinking of him everyday, every minutes and every second.):
Tomorrow not working. Siian.
Currently at my cousin house using computer.
Can't have with b on saturday cause i have to work from 9am-5pm (8hour)
Sunday also have to work from 2.3pm-10.30pm (8hour)
What the fuck right! Where got enough time!
Hais! ):
Going to the movies, are fun!
Smoking make me Energetic!
Ice-cream make me Happy!
Chocolates drives me crazy!
Hubby give me LOVE!
I really miss you, Hubby!
I want you by my side every moment!

2010-06-18T13:45:00.000+08:00

Doesn't know why my tears falls! ):

Quarrel with B just now on phone.
I just didn't go work cause ii over sleep.
He must shout at me meh?
I'm tired okay!
I already tired my best to sleep early and wake up early to go work.
What esle you want from me?
I got listen to what you say okay!
I know you inside army very stress but i also stress what.
Can you think of me also?!
You tomorrow book out ready than today you still want quarrel with me. wth!
I'm waiting for your call since morning but when you call you just scold me with your anger!
I'm outside yet you are inside.
I know you want me to work but i'm human being.
Crying out with all my freaking tears.
But ii just dont feel better at all.
Tomorrow still have to go work.
Damn it!

SICK!

2010-06-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

Today never go work. ):
Still sick.
Morning wake up at 8.30am.
Was prepare for work, but vomit and nose bleeding. ):
My body is too heating.
Have to drink more of plain water.
Using computer till 6plus.
Went down to meet my beloved shu ee. (:
Chatting and take photo till 7.30pm than go home. (:

~~♥ Tesle & Shu ee ♥~~

~~♥ SHU EE ♥~~

~~♥ Shu Ee & Tesle ♥~~

♥ Shu Ee & Tess ♥
♥ Tesle & Sh~~u Ee ♥~~

♥ ~~Shu Ee & Tess ♥~~

~~♥ Themoron Tesle ♥~~

I LOVE YOU! ♥

2010-06-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

~~Tess, want to say to my hubby.~~
~~♥ I LOVE YOU! ♥~~
These are three beautiful words!
I say this to you every morning.
Just thinking about those three words make my heart pound like crazy.
And i love saying those three words.
I want to love you eternally.
I wonder if you know this heart of mine?
Angel comes down form the skies.
I love you until forever.
You are my guardian angel.
If i stand next to you, i'm an angel.
I become a silly girl.
Every night when we apart,
the pretty serenade you sing for me.
Wonder if all this is a dream.
I want to live the rest of my life with only you.
Our love forever like this.
Promise you that it'll never grow old.
when thing are hard, i'll be a friend to you.
Will be everything to you.
I'm content with just you and me laughing like this.
We're in love right now, so much.
~~I will only love you forever. ♥~~
~~I will love you, my boy. ♥~~
Every day, Lovely day.
I'll whisper to you that i love you.
I'll give you a love sweeter than candy.
I will promise you.
I will live with only you in my eyes.
I will live holding you in my arms.
From the moment i wake up to asleep,
I will yearn only for you.
On summer day,
You will be me shade.
On a rainy day,
You will be my umbrella.
If i get tired walking,
You'll be a small chair.
So that my happiness will be doubled.
I will laugh with you.
You will become the handkerchief,
When i cry to wipe my tears.
Don't forget the words,
I will love you forever.
When my eyes open with me will be my love shot.
Like a fairy tale prince, you'll smile to me.
~~I wanna love you! ♥~~
~~I wanna be with you! ♥~~
Can you feel my heart?
Your heart can't seem to let me go.
I think there must be just one love.
i don't think my heart will change.
The love that i've kept only you.
My heart kept calling your name.
I take one step toward you.
Push you one step away.
Each time,
you grow in my heart.
♥ I must be loving you this much (100%)
♥ Must be waiting for you this much (100%)
Even through i can fool my head.
But i can't fool my heart.
~~I can now finally tell that I REALLY LOVE YOU! ♥~~
Sometime love, at time tears.
Even thought it hard.
I only need you by my side.
I must still loving you.
Must be waiting for you.
My brain might be fooled.
But my heart can't be fooled.

2010-06-16T13:12:00.000+08:00

~~140210~~ ~~12.02 a.m~~
~~I LOVE YOU!~~
~~To B:~~
~~B, Happy 4th Month!~~
~~I will always by your side when you need me.~~
~~But now i can't cause you're inside the camp.~~
~~But never mind . My heart and your heart got each other jiu okay lerh.~~
~~Think of you everyday, every hours, every minutes, every seconds.~~
~~I won't ever forget you whenever i do anything.~~
~~I won't forget the thing that we do together.~~
~~I won't forget the moment that we spent together.~~
~~I will always love you!~~
~~Our soul will always be together.~~
~~Nothing can separate us neither the devil nor the angel.~~
~~I won't easily fall for other guy.~~
~~You will always be inside my heart and always be my hubby.~~
~~I will wait for you no matter how long.~~
~~I will never let you go.~~
~~One day there will be the days for us.~~
~~The day that only you and me.~~
~~The day when we can go out whatever time we want.~~
~~The day we can do whatever thing we like.~~
~~The day that when i wake up in the morning i will saw you beside me.~~
~~I will wait till the day come, no matter what.~~
~~No matter how hard this road will be.~~
~~With~~ ~~you nothing impossible.~~
~~I will never let you go!~~
~~Distance doesn't matter if you really love me.~~
~~What matter most is your trust for this relationship to work out.~~
~~You are the first guy that i love so much.~~
~~You are the MR.RIGHT that I'm finding.~~
~~No one can replace you!~~
~~I LOVE YOU TO THE CORE!~~

Yesterday b call me at 10 p.m.
We talk for awhile then he ask me go sleep
Cause today should have go work but sick than never.
We put down at 10.15 p.m
Then ii went to sleep.
Morning wake up at 5.30 a.m
Was preparing to go work.
But didn't go.
Asthma attack suddenly come. ):
Was very sick today.
Resting at home all the way. Didn't go out today.
Now waiting for B to call me. (:
He call me at 9.30 p.m
But we talk awhile 9.45 p.m jiu hang up lerh. );
3 more days B book out.
but ii can't go fetch him. WTF!

My Working Schedule
Place Days Date Time
Raffles - Wednesday - 16/06 - 10 a.m - 8.45 p.m
Raffles - Thursday - 17/06 - 10 a.m - 8.45 p.m
Raffles - Friday - 18/06 - 12 p.m - 8.45 p.m
Panjang - Sunday - 20/06 - 9.30 a.m - 5.30 p.m

):

2010-06-14T14:59:00.000+08:00

Still sick! ):
Coughing like hell!
Eat medicine also no use.
Hope that nothing happen on me.
This few days i found out that my throat have something.
I dont dare to tell B.
Scared he worry about me. ):
Now days keep working. Damn tired.
Later at 12am is the 4month with B.
But we can't celebrate cause he is inside army.
BORED! Can't celebrate.
Later working at raffles MRT arcade from 8am-6pm(10hr)
Nowadays dad keep give me money for working.
Everyday $10 but i diddn't use but i did save it at bank.
Cool right? Save more money than can buy lot of things.
I have to work hard to earn more money.
I want to quit smoking!
Anyway HAPPY 4th MONTH TO YOU B!
I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU!
NO ONE CAN SEPARATE US!
4 more days B book out from camp.

SICK!

2010-06-11T13:46:00.000+08:00

Today have to work but ii didn't go cause ii having fever and asthma.
Went to see doctor at bukit batok polyclinic.
Hmm. Now 9.47pm, B still haven't call me.
Tomorrow still have to work.
Tomorrow working at 12pm till 8pm.
Eating medicine now. I'm sick badly.
Last time when B around, he will take care of me.
But now.. Haiz. He inside camp. ):
Now i have to take care of myself.
4 more day to our 4th month anniversary.
8 more day B book out from camp.
Why can't the days turn faster?!
June-14 (Mon), July-14 (Wed), August-14(Sat), September-14(Tue), October-14(Thur), November-14(Sun), December-14(Tue).
I only August & November than can celebrate with b.
B call me at 10.05pm than we talk till 10.18pm.
Bored. B suddenly ask me "i will feel bored anot, My feeling will fate aways?"
I say "NO" I will always love you and my feeling wont fate aways.
I really miss him badly! Hope the day faster come! ):
Dont listen to what your camp mate said. Just believe that i will always love you.
I know you dont have much time to pei me but its okay.
I also got working. Everyday ii have to work. When you book out, we must go out play and enjoy.

To B:
B, dont listen to what your camp mate say.
Just believe that our soul is together.
No one can separate us.
Remember that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
I'm different with the other girl!
I won't fall in love with other guy.
You will always be my hubby and always be in my heart.
B i will always wait for you till you ORD.
I will never let you go!
One day there there will be the day for us.
The day that only me and you.
The day when we can go out whatever time we want.
The day we can do whatever thing we like.
The day that when i wake up in the morning i will saw you right beside me.
I will wait till that day no matter what.
No matter how hard this road will be.
With you nothing impossible.
I will neer let you go!
Distance doesn't matter if you really love me.
What matter most is your trust for this relationship to work out.
Remember that i always love you no matter what happen.
We must last long till we marry.
We must be together forever till we die!
I really wish to see you now. Haiz. ):
7 more day to your book out.
3 more day to our 4 month.
I LOVE YOUH! I MISS YOUH!

2010-06-08T13:14:00.000+08:00

Every night B will call me at 9.30pm .
We only can chat for 25min .
cause 9.55pm his handphone must give back to the sergeant .
I really miss you . ):
It's the fourth day since you went in army , yet i'm at home , spending it without you .
All i can do now is smile and wait .
You're my life and will be the last .
Distance doesn't matter if you really love the person ,
what matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out .
Hug and kiss are my best memories .

Every moment we spent together
Has touched our lives , our souls forever
The thing that we shared and learned
Is permanent growth that we're earned
The person that i have grown into today
Did not get there by chance , no way
I am who i am partly beacuse of me , too
The change i see
and what i have learned about me
are a response to how we affected our lives
and what we discover in each others eyes .
It is uncertain if we have part of one day live together
Either way , we have touched our lives forever!
No matter what the future will show
No matter what we are told
We are connected on such a deep levels
That no one can remove that , not even the devil .
Our feeling might be different a year from now
But you are part of me forever somehow
A part of me will always be you
and a part of me will always be you
and a part of you will always be me .
no matter what happens , that much is certain
our souls are one until life closes the curtain .
I will love you forever
For worse or for better
You are tattooed in my heart
And nothing can tear our souls apart .
I will never forget you
For my love is honest and true .

I lie in bed awake at night
Replay what we used to be
I'd give anything to have you
Just thinking of you makes my heart swell
I stare at you , my feeling so strong
I love everthing you do .

All day i can't help but thinking of you .
You don't have to say a word , i just want to be with you ,
When i look at you , you make me smile .
When i look at you chills run through my spine ,
My life has changed ever since i saw you ,
Which make me want to be with you ,
Loking at you is more than a dream come true ,
Words can't explain of how i feel about you .

Freaking SAD! ):

2010-06-05T14:06:00.000+08:00

Today B go in army lerh. ):
My feeling went freaking down went the time to say goodbye to him.
My tear drop damn fast but i just cant control myself.
Yesterday B and i ton till morning than morning we both go buy cig and interview job.
After interview, we went back to my house to put my clothes.
Around 12 plus, we went to imm.
We enjoy our time doing Fish Spa, buying shoes and find job. Hmm.
Shop till 2plus than we take cab home from imm.
Reach B house around 3plus than we finding food to eat cause since morning till now we havent eat any food. After eat, is already 4plus. Than we went to sleep.
Sleep till half way around 7 plus, B dad tap me wake up ask me to eat.
When ii wake up, i saw B already wake up.
After eat around 8plus, i still very sleepy so ii went back to sleep.
Around 10.30pm, B touch my face went i'm still sleeping, than ii jiu wake up lerh.
Once i wake up, i cry badly.
B ask me "why you cry?" and i told him "cause ii scared ii dont feel comfortable without you by my side."
Once i told him this sentence, he cry. ):
After crying, we chatting for awhile than watch 11pm show.
Watching half way, i told B that i'm hungry. Than B go cook food for me to eat.
Hmm. After eating, we watting for tesle to meet us at B house staircase.
We ton till 5plus than sleep. We throw tesle alone outside. Wth right?
Around 7 plus, Winnie, Jason & Edmund come meet us.
Than we take bus 985 go Lot 1 eat breakfast.
Eat till 8.50am, we go smoking than go take army bus to Lim Chu Kang (Sugei Gedong Camp)
Reach there lerh. Officer bring us go rounding. Balalalala~
Time for us to go back.
Seriously cant bear to leave that place but no choice have to.
I go hug B and my tear went down. Than the rest go say bye to him and take care. I still crying like a cry baby. Than B come toward me and comfort me and hug me.
I had try my very best not to cry infront of him but i cant.
Take transport back to Jurong Point and slack2.
Reach Jurong Point, winnie, tesle and jason happy shopping but i just cant join them happily shopping.
Reach home lerh. Waiting for his calls. 9.30pm lerh. Finally, he call me. (:
Chat for 5 minutes then he say wait, then wait and wait cause he talking to his camp mate. WTH.
Then 9.45pm he put down cause he say is his smoking break then he say we sms arh then i say okay then he say i sms to him first then i say dont want, you send me first, bye.
Then i hang the phone.
Then wait for 5minutes then he sms me.
We message till 10.30pm cause he cant use phone after 10.30pm.
I cry cause i miss him, his voice, wanna him by my side, want him pat me to sleep. ):

(:

2010-05-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

05/05/10

Happy 18th birthday B! (:
Wish your wisher come true!
Went to 252 eat and drink.
Alot people going.
B kene bully by them.
Everyone buy beer for him.
Wanted to make him drunk!
WTH! But over all is fun! (:
Hope he enjoy his 18th birthday!

15/05/10

Happy 21th Birthday Xueli!
Morning wake up at 8am thought going meet adrian and jason
but xueli call say meet her at wei you house.
Than B call adrian and jason say we meet them at chevrons.
After prepare than we take cab down to Wei you house.
Wait for them damn long. Finally Wei youcome down but xueli still bathing. (:
Wait about 15 min than Wei you drive us go Boon lay buy party thing.
Buy alot of decorating item than we go seng song come food. (:
After buying we going back to chevrons. hmm.
Balalala.~ Till night alot people come. Got xueli friend, family and NLT. (;
Hope she enjoy her birthday party! (:

18/05/10

Happy 17th Birthday Yutat!
Go toh guan slack, talk cork.
Feel bored. We go 244 drink beer. Quarrel with yutat cause he say something than ii hate it.
But it okay. I forgive you! (:
Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

23/05/10

Ytd midnight never sleep than 5am going back home and meet tesle.

Go eat with tesle, dad, tian shun and i. Hmm.

We 6plus jiu go eat. Eat till 7plus jiu go home lerh.

Now ast home doing nothing. ARRRGGGHHH!

BORING! Wanna go out.

Damn freaking angry with my grandma.

I just never go home sleep than she must touch and throw my thing merh?!

NBCB! If she throw those thing that ii dont want nevermind but she throw is my precious thing! WTF!She want throw thing ask me first larh!

DONT SHE KNOW WHAT IS MANNERS? WTH!

(:

2010-04-22T10:00:00.000+08:00

14/04/10

Happy 2nd anniversary B!
Thank for everthing you gave me.
Although we quarrel alot but we love still love each other alot.
Bought bracelet for our second month, while he bought couple ring. (:

17/04/10

Went for Jason's birthday party.
We went CSC to celebrate, singing and drinking there.
24 people went to jason birthday party.
Jason got drunk, cause he's the birthday boy, then everybody ask him to drink. Hahas.
Edmund brought martel for him.
Then about 6 plus took bus to Kim satay to eat, but no seat.
So everybody walked to 252 and have dinner.
We joined 4 tables to eat, but still quite cramp. Hahas.
Then after that we went to the playground behind macdonalds.
Then they jiu start to take pictures, then after that they start the flour war.
Alot people played and kena flour, jason and yangyang kena most rabak the. HAHAS!
Only tesle, me and bi never kena.
Then after that they clean up and a few of them went home to bathe and change, so we went to jack house downstairs to slack and talk.
Then me and bi left at 9 plus.

19/04/10

Went to Xiaojun's birthday party, had bbq at the bbq pit behind macdonalds.
Around 30 people went to xiaojun birthday party.
Then we were bbq-ing half way, then it started to rain.
Everybody went in to the shelter, then they use aluminium foil to cover the charcoal an stuffs.
Then dede came with carlsberg and ask xiaojun to drink. He mix carlsberg with coke then xiaojun have to finish all.
Then rain become smaller, then xiaojun's mum brought the cake to the bbq pit there.
Then we start the singing and the blowing of candles.
Then they smash xiaojun's face with the cake.
Can say the whole cake is gone in an instant, they smash till very rabak.
From one full big cake to GONE. HAHAS!
Then they started to run about with cake.
Then got people go buy flour, not the birthday boy or person also kena till rabak.
They very power, mushroom, bee hoon, prawn syrup and soft drink also can play. OMG!
So dirty, but fun. (:
Then some went home, some went to clean themselves up. About 10 of us went to jack house downstairs to slack.
9.50pm bi and i take cab home. Bi seriously smell damn freaking smelly. haha .

21/04/10

Morning wake up at 7.10am then went to Ikha house.
Take bus 187 with b then b drop at west mall then i drop at yuhua village.
Reach ikha house around 8am.
We chatting till 10 plus then i order mac delivery then we eat till 11plus then we watch tv till half way then fall asleep.
Wake up at 1plus.
Then wait for peien to meet me at ikha house.
Peien meet me around 2.50pm.
Then we slack at ikha house for awhile then we go take bus to peien house.
Reah peien house, suddenly raining cats and dogs.
Suddenly feel hungry.
I cook 10 rice balls with peanut and 12 prawn, tofu, mushroom and tom yum.
YUMMY! haha. (:
B call me at 5.3o. Told me that he has ended work.
He told me that he meet tesle, wei cong and ernest they all.
Currently at peien house using her com to update my blog.
Peien mum come back home around 6.10pm.
Hmm, Going to stay at peien house till 9plus.
Cause b going song kah. Bored! ):
By 10pm must reach his house.

Get to know me well!

what colours i love the most 3 colours? = Black, white, Hot pink, Blue, Green, Grey, Purple. (:
what normally i like to do? = Hang with b & Gans mei. (:
have how many exs? = 18 exs
now single or attached? = of cause i am attached (:
when is my Birthday? =04 September 1993
love who the most? =B, Peien, Winnie, Tesle & Jian wei
love what kind of toys? = pink panter!

love what kind of ppl? =Treat me well & love me lots. (:
text who today? =B, Tesle, Ikha & Peien. (:
who the last person who call you? = My guy (:
what things you love to do the most? =Slack with b & Gans mei. (:
what people normally call you as? = Tess!

I'M SICK!

2010-04-13T06:10:00.000+08:00

Going to two month le! Two more day to go. Hmm. Still dont know what to buy for him. Anybody have any idea what to buy? Call me or message me the ideas you have. Thanks. Currently at peien house updating my blog.
I'm sick! ): Today wake up at 7plus, waken up by my guy. Sleeping at his house last night. He meeting dede at boon lay mrt at 8plus cause going work together. hmm. Went back home around 8am. Reach home eat medicine than go sleep till 1plus than watch tv than peien ask me want meet her at her house than ii say okay. hmm. Reach her house than use her com. hmm. Hope my sick can recover fast. Same to my guy. Slacking at her house talking cork and smoking. Can't go anywhere and the weather is damn hot. Sweating like hell. Waiting for my guy to end work. Hmm. Still got a long time. Hmm. Want to work, If not no money lerh! Bored!

2010-04-09T08:28:00.000+08:00

Hellos !!!! PEIEN here .
heeeheees.
Tess is currently busy , so i'm helping her blog.

7/4/10
Yesterday i finish school liaos jiu call jie ask her where is she, then she say she at her guy's house.
Then around 5plus meet them .
Then we go buy drinks and cig, jiu slack at kor house the staircase there.
We at there talk crap and took some pictures.
Then after that kor go bathe, so jie pei me chat, then change to jie go bathe and kor pei me chat.
Slacked till about 8.30 then i went home, so jie and kor went back for dinner.

8/4/10
Now currently at her house, wait for her prepare finish and all these.
Later she going meet kor(her guy) then they going Lot 1 after that to find job.
While i rot at home later. )':
Wish she and kor will last very very very long, and hope everything will go smoothly for them throughout their relationship.
They can be real sweet dao i see liaos also jealous. Hahas!
But i'm glad they are like that and wish they would stay like that. :D
She is out from her beauty bath, like finally! Hahas. :D
Currently watching tv waiting for her guy to call her. AWWWWW! So sweet!
*JEALOUS!!!*

2010-04-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

So long didn't update my blog. Staying at my guy house. hmm. Fun. Working is damn fucking tired. Didn't work anymore. I'm happy that my dad know ii with him. Dad didn't scold me. haha. Hope dad will accept him. Tomorrow onward not staying at my guy huse for 1month cause dad want me to stay at home for 1 month than he will change phone for me. WTH. Going miss him lot. Going 2month with my guy lerh. Laugh. Hope can last long. Today went west mall with my guy, tesle and winnie. Go TS for interview job. Hope can pass. After interview, my guy go buy couple ring. hmm. tesle and winnie go meet jack than my guy and i go Lot1 buy slipper. After Lot1, we take bus home. Till here bah. Got time jiu update.

FUN!

2010-02-06T15:32:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 10.05am. Hmm. Go prepare and go jurong point for interview job. YEAH! Finally got job lerh. Working at Camonflage. hmm. Tomorrow jiu start work lerh. Hmm. Wont be going down 244 anymore. After interview go meet peirong around 12.30pm at shuqun sec school busstop. Meet peirong, vivian, ying zhen and xue ling and chatting with them till 1.45pm bah. Than they at 98 bus go jurong west ck buy thing. hmm. I take cab down to meet my friend and watch Santua. Hmm. That Malay ghost movie is really horrors. Watching with my outside friend is really damn fun. haha. Around 3.30pm meet kor than go 244 meet weicong garfield edmund they all. hmm. Reach 244 lerh. Wa~ Raining like cat and dog. siian. Slack at 244 till 4.25pm jiu go home le. Reach home le. Shirley at my house. Hmm. We chatting and trying our new year clothes. hmm. Around 6plus Shirley jiu go home lerh. WA~ damn freaking siian lorh. Hmm. Watching 下一站, 幸福 ep 14. Damn touch and sad. hmm. Watch till 2am bah. hmm. Tired lerh. Tomorrow going work at 10am. hmm. need to wake up at 8.30am. siian. NIGHT!

Bored!

2010-02-05T13:15:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 1.50pm. Damn late wake up. Hmm. Tired. Wake up watching tv whole day. Hmm. Boored. Around 6pm go down meet peien than go 243 under blk slack and talk cork. Hmm. Talk awhile than go 244 find ah bil and garfield they all. Hmm. When there so bored. Hmm. Go shop buy biscuit and drink jiu go home lerh. Siian. Reach home. Eat dinner. Siiann. Now update blog and watching 下一站，幸福. Hmm. Tomorrow going jp for interview job. Hope to work there. Dont wanna stay at home doing nothing. siian. Hmm. Till here bah. NIGHT!

Life Bored!

2010-02-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 12.50pm. Hmm Staying at home whole day. Hmm. Bored. Feel like going down and slack. Siian. Watching tv and play com whole day. Hmm. Bored. Take afternoon nap. Hmm. Wake up at 7plus. hmm. Tired. Now update blog. Till here bah. NIGHT!

HATE IT!

2010-02-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 8plus. That garfield make me awake. Arrggh. Thought can sleep late. Siian. Meet garfield at my blk downstair slack. bored. Chatting awhile than go 239 slack. Waiting for jason to come down. hmm. He come down le than ii pei him go bukit batok polyclinic see doctor. Hmm. 11.45pm wait till 1.15pm than finish. damn long. After see doctor than go meet kor at his house downstair. hmm. Wait for him from 1.50pm to 3pm than he come down. Hmm. Slack at 421 wating for kor. Siian. Bored. Today someone give me attitude. Arrrggh. Dont know why lorh. Ask that someone why give me attitude than keep say never. WTH.! Reach 244 lerh. Slack till 4.10pm than go home. Hmm. Reach home lerh. Watch tv. Bored.
Reach home dad call me go his room than he ask me how my interview. I told him i didnt pass. Than he ask me how, than ii say go find work lor. Told me jp got people want hire than he shout at me say go jp work or go shop, meet friend.? Of cause go work larh. WTH! why cant he just trust us? Keep thinking that we want go play. I really cant take it anymore. Really want run away from this house. ARRRGGGHHH! Crying at bedroom. No one will understand what i'm thinking.
Thank peien (beloved Nuer). Thank lending your ear. listen to my problem. Thank alot.
If i cant take it, I really will run out of this freaking house!

BORED!

2010-02-02T13:31:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 12.08pm. Hmm. Today whole day at home. Nothing to do. Hmm. Watch tv till 4plus than go take a nap. Sleep till 9pm than wake up. hmm. Bored. Now update my blog. Siian.. Tomorrow need to wake up early. Go redhill for interview again. hmm. Mayb later at night got talk with kor bah. Hmmm. BORED! NIGHT!

BORED!

2010-02-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 12.25pm. Tired. Wake up head start to pain. hmm. Wtf. siian. Whole day watching tv. Hmm. Bored. No life. siian. Suddenly Think of him. Lawls. Today never talk on phone with kor. hmm. Someone break my promise. Hmm. Feel so hurt. Cry till tired. I Really really very very tired! You hurt me alots. ARRRGGGHH! Night!

祝你生日快乐-黄康权. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY NG!

2010-01-31T15:26:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up 11.16am. Wake up by peien call. Hmm. Tired. Wake up lerh. Go prepare and watch tv. 1.15pm go 244 meet jian yuan than go jeremy house fetch him than go ah guan meet alan. Hmm. Weather is so freaking hot. Meet alan lerh, we take bus go Bukit Batok CSC and meet the rest. Hmm. Reach CSC.. We start to sing song. Damn freaking fun sia.. We sing and drink beer. Hmmm. Sing till half way, I start to sing happy birthday song than everyone start to follow. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! 祝你生日快乐,祝你生日快乐,祝你生日快乐~,祝你生日快乐. WOOO~~ . DRINK DRINK DRINK! Xiao jun, Jeremy and me drink till drunk. WTH! Xiao Jun drunk till cannot make it than Ah Bi,Jason and jian yuan take cab send him home. Jeremy lying at sofa. hmm. Around 6.15 take cab go wcega. Before reach wcega ii call peien come down fetch me. Reach wcega downstair my face damn freaking red. Drunk and keep vomit damn freaking xin ku. WTF! 8.10 than the lorry go. Hmm. Today chu zhen hua. Hmm. Bored. Nothing to do. 9plus jiu finish lerh. When back wcega change clothes than jackson send kor home first after that go back to zhen hua again than send peien and me home. 10.20 than reach my house downstair. Wa~ I already late for home. WTH! Reach house downstair, peien and i run to take lift. Damn freaking tired. Reach home lerh. Lucky dad never kpkb. Hmm. 10.45pm Peien and i hungry than we call mac delivery. Hmm. Wait damn long. 11.20pm than the food come. hmm. We eat and watching tv. Hmm. Bored! haha. Eat finish lerh. Around 12.10am peien go home. She alone go home make me feel scared. hmm. After she go home. I call kor and talk on phone awhile than he go bath and go sleep. hmm. BORED! Watching tv till 2.30am. Hmm. Tired. Night.

(:

2010-01-30T11:50:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 9.30am. Get prepare and go meet my friend. Go watch movie My Ex. Damn scarily. But nice. haha. Watch the show at 12.05pm till 1.45pm bah. After watch than go meet kor at his house there de coffee shop eat. After eat to take mrt meet xiao jun at jurong mrt. After meet him than go city hall. But i pei them take mrt till Buona vista than i drop down go back jurong east find tesle, kian wei they all. Meet them lerh. Suddenly raining. Cant go back on time. Need to reach home at 5pm but raining than 5.50pm than reach home. Lucky my dad sleep lerh. Siian. Reach home lerh. Eat and watch tv. Bored. Maybe tomorrow go jeremy birthday party at Bukit Batok CSC KTV Lounge at 2pm. hmm. Hope my dad will let me go. Hmm.
Anyway HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY JEREMY. Till here barh. NIGHT!

):

2010-01-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 11am. Wake up saw shirley. She pull me wake up derh. wth. hmm. Get perpare and go dhoby ghaut for modeling. hmmm. Reach dhoby ghaut and go eat. After eating than go to the model place. Done everything lerh. Time to go back jurong. hmm. Take mrt till queentown mrt than tessly ask me wait for her. Wait her so long than she reach. wth. bored. Reach 244 lerh. Talking with mei's they all. Something happen today. Seriously i didn't tell her about it. Youh just suddenly come toward me and just scold me dog and many thing. If you dont believe me is up to youh but i can swear i didn't tell her. If i got say i will know but the fact is i didn't tell her. Reach home at 6.45pm. Peien come my house. She tell us alot of her joke in school. Tesle and i keep laughing non-stop. Haha. 7+ she go home. hmm. bored. Tomorrow going out. hmm. NIGHT!

(:

2010-01-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 10.15am. Go 7-eleven pay handphone bill. Only pay $350. Never pay full. Lol. After paying than go home watch tv till 3pm than go 244 meet kor, ah bill and hanyi. Slack with them till 4.30pm than go home. Reach home le. Continue watch tv and sing song. BORED! Just now modeling people call me and ask me to go find her tomorrow. hmm. Want go find work. Get money lerh. Put them back into bank. (: Tomorrow going Dhoby Ghaut and Bugis. Hmm. Till here barh. NIGHT!

Brand new of Tess!

2010-01-27T11:47:00.000+08:00

Brand new of TESS!

After Extention of Tess!

Shirley & Tess

Morning wake up at 6.30am. Damn freaking tired. Ytd night never sleep well. Siann. When back sllep than wake up at 7.30am. Wake up le saw shirey at my house. hmm. Go bath and prepare everything than go redhill. Seriouly damn tired. Take cab down to redhill for interview job. Reach there saw alot of people. Wa~ Take a look at that place. We walk to the place for the interview job than we go take Personal Particulars Form. Apply le. Than we still thinking want go in anot. Than shirley say want go bugis than we never go interview leh. Siian. We go bugis and exten our hair. I really regret lor. WTF! After putting extention than we take mrt go shirley house. Hmm. Reach her house le thought got spare phone but in the end dont have. Bored! Around 4plus peien just end her school than she call me than ii tell her that ii near her school here than we meet le than saw ah boy than we 4 go take bus go lan shop meet kor they all. Reach lan shop than we go 252 eat. Seat eat and talk. Babalalala~~ Bored! Hmm. After talking with peien winnie kian wei and her niece than peien go home than we all go back lan shop. hmm. Reach lan shop say bye to kor than ii go home le. Reach home le. damn bored.! Watching tv and now update blog. Hmm. Till here bah. Night!

(:

2010-01-26T14:43:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 12.30pm. Hmm. Today at home do clean up. Siian. Put New Year decoration. Wa~ Damn hate it. From 1.30pm till 4.30 than finish. So long. Damn bored. Can't even watch my show. Siian. 5.30pm go market sell handphone and pei Tessly go alter her dress. Hmm. Go bubble tea buy food and drink than go market. Otw walking to market peien call me say want meet me. Than meet her le. She pei us go market sell phone. Thank Peien helping me sell the phone. Haha. After selling the phone than Tessly go alter her dress. Than Peien and me otw go 252 go find kor they all. But ii walk half way jiu turm back le. Cause alot people at there. Wa~ Than ii turn back go find Tessly at alter shop. After she alter than she go home than ii go 244 find ah bil , jian wei they all. Talking crap with them. Haha. 7.15pm than go home. Reach home bath than eat dinner and watching tv. Damn Bored. Chatting with nanacasper at msn. Happy to hear from my bestfriend that she had a great relationship. Hope they will last long. hehe. (: Watch 海派甜心 ep 13. Damn touching. Hmmm. Talk to kor at night. Hmm. The thing he tell me make me really angry and feel like crying. WTH! Hate it man! Tmrw still need to wake up early. siian. NIGHT! (:

Happy 1 month to My Baby Cousin

2010-01-25T15:52:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 12.30pm. Hmm. Damn tired. 1.30pm go jurong east popular follow tessly buy book. hmm. Happy first month to my baby cousin. (: Reach my cousin house at 2.30pm. Wa~ so many people. All my cousin come. Haha. The baby girl so cute sia. Taking photo with my cousin. haha. Damn fun. At my cousin house got alot of food to eat. Everyone go home around 4pm or 5pm. hmm. Staying at my cousin house playing com and DS LITE. haha. Fun. Taking photo with my cousins. Play with my cousin till 9.15pm than go home. hmm. Reach home at 10pm. Bored! 11.10pm Grandma start to kpkb. WTF! One day never scold people will die want arh? WTF! One day house cannot quiet sia. HATE IT! Today whole day keep thinking should ii sent him the msg anot. haiz. Should ii send him or should ii not? At night talk to kor. babalala~~ Night!

Taking Photo of foods!

Prawn Vegetable Mix-Match vegetable

Chicken Curry Fried Rice Fried Bee Hoon

Lemon Fish Fruit Tart Mini Curry Puff

Red Egg Mango Pudding Apple Puff

The box Dorayaki (Doraemon Food) Giotto (chocolate stick)

Taking photo with cousin!

Goh Rainy Baby Cousin (:

CHOLE (:

Sunny & Chole (: Chole & Rain(: Rouyi,Tesle,Eunice,Rain,Xavier (:

Rain & Chole (: Eunice & Tess(:

Dawn & Tess (: Rou Yi & Tess (: Xavier & Tess(:

Rain & Tess (:

Rain kiss me(: Rain, Chole & Tess(: Tess, Rouyi & xavier (:

Tess Tesle Rouyi Rain Xavier (: Tess & Sunny(:

Tess & Sunny (:

Tess & Sunny funny and kiss (:

BORED! STILL SICK!

2010-01-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

Ytd night didn't talk to kor cause fall asleep. Hmm. Ytd damn so fucking angry and tired. Morning wake up at 10.30am. Hmm. Still no voice. hmm. Wake up saw my phone got a miss call from kor. hmm. Call him back and he was at reporting. Hmmm. Bored! Wake up watch tv. Siann. Feel like going out and find them. Wake up nobody at home only tesle and i. Around 11.30am grandma come back than she start to KPKB. WTF! Early in the morning jiu start. WTH! Damn hate it. I never care what she say and continue watch my show. Hmmm. Today whether are so hot! Feel like going swimming. Staying at home playing com and watching tv. Damn freaking bored! Watching 下一站，幸福.. Damn nice. Hmm. Waiting for 海派甜心 EP13 to come out. Hmm. Bored. Nothing to do. Home is like wtf! Tessly keep kpkb. Think she very big like that. I DONT GIVE A DAMN AT ALL OKAY! YOU WANT DO WHAT THAN GO DO! I DONT EVEN CARE! CAUSE I NEVER TREAT YOU AS MY SISTER BEFORE! OKAY!
Wa~ Damn bored. Hmm. 5plus he msg me. hmm. Suddenly sia. hmm. Should ii sent him that msg or ii should wait for the time to come? ermm... ... ...
At night talking with kor. hmm. Balabalabala... ... Night!

HATE YOU GUYS! STILL SICK ):

2010-01-23T13:00:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 8.30am. Still no voice. BORED! Around 10am plus go meet kor at his house downstair. Reach blk 421 than call kor come down meet me. He come down le than he go buy cig than we slack till 11am than tesle come meet us. After tesle come than kor go home prepare than come down meet us again. Hmm. Seating at 421 waiting for kor so bored. Than tesle say we take photo since we are bored. Than ii say okok. Taking photo for awhile than around 12.05pm kor come down than we go take bus go jurong east cut hair. Tesle and ii cut our hair. hmm.
Reach jurong and cutting hair. hmm. Cutting half way honey come meet us than after finish cutting hair, we go mac eat. After eatting we go ki pang slack. Hmm. Slack and play com. Bored. Hmm. Playing half way around 2.30pm tesle go home than left kor, honey and me. 3pm honey say want go take money than we pei him go. On the way to ATM than saw ah bill and hanyi. Than kor pei honey go take money than ii follow ah bill and hanyi go ki pang. Hmm. Seating beside ah bill and see him play. Hmm. He win $20 nia. haha. After he play around 3.15pm than he say he want go work than ii also need to go home too. Than ii tell him that ii pei you go take bus. Hmm. Walking to busstop and watting for bus. WA~

damn long. hmm. 98 bus come le, ah bill take bus and ii walk home. Walking half way heard people calling me and ii turn back and saw ah boy. haha. Hmmm. Think he go find honey they all bah. haha. Walking to 244 saw wang kang , kian wei, jian yuan and yangyang they all. hmm. Not many people. Hmm. Talking cork with them for awhile than go home.

Reach home at 3.50pm. Saw my dad and he ask me go in to his bed room. siian. He scold me up side down. WTH! When he was talking, ii really feel like saying back to him and run out of this freaking house. My family and relative really dont know what we are thinking and they keep use their own thing to say us. WTF! Dad say wanna sent me to girl's home. If he really want send me than send lor. I rather go out slack than staying at home.! REALLY REALLY DAMN FREAKING HATE THIS FAMILY! Wanna get out of this freaking house.

After dad scold me and tesle than stellis and wai cheng come up my house and slack. We have joke and fun. Keep laughing non stop. haha. Listen to music, singing song and play card. haha. Damn fun. They at my house till 7.45pm than go home. Thank to them to make me feel happy and forget about my problem.

7.40pm. Grandma and tessly have their dinner. WTF! Seriously dont like my grandma. FCUK! Talking alot of our thing to tessly. HEY, PLEASE LARH. IF YOU DONT LIKE TESLE AND ME. JUST FCUK OFF AND DONT CARE ABOUT US. OKAY?! AND STOP SAYING THING TO TESSLY. JUST FCUK OFF TO ALL YOUR CRAP OKAY! I SERIOUSLY DONT EVEN CARE WHAT YOU GUYS GONNA SAY ABOUT US! WHAT YOU ALL GUYS WANNA SAY ABOUT US JUST SAY IT! I REALLY DONT EVEN CARE CAUSE IS YOUR MOUTH AND NOT MINE! AND STOP SAYING WHAT IF MY DAD DIE IS TESLE AND I MAKE HIM DIE DERH! OKAY! WHO THE ONE WHO MAKE US NO MUM? NO PERFECT FAMILY? YOU THINK WE WANT HIM TO DIE OR GET SICK?! YOU THINK WE WANT TO BECOME SO BAD?! PLEASE LARH! WE DONT HAVE A PERFECT FAMILY. WE DONT HAVE A MUM. WE DONT HAVE A PAIR OF EAR TO LISTEN TO OUR FELING, OUR HURT AND OUR EVERYTHING! PLEASE LARH! I PREFECT LAST TIME LIFE THAN NOW! YOU ALL DONT KNOW OUR FEELING! YOU ALL ONLY KNOW ABOUT YOUR FEELING! WTF! PLEASE! STOP BOTHER ABOUT US! LEAVE US ALONE! JUST DO WHATEVER YOU ALL WANT. IF YOU ALL WANT LOOK DOWN ON US. JUST LET IT BE. I DONT GIVE A DAMN AT ALL! OKAY!?

FUNNY PHOTO OF TESLE AND TESS

TESLE TESS THE TWIN!

Falling in love is always easy . The hardest part is to catch someone right.

2010-01-22T14:10:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 8.30am. hmm. Tired. Go meet kor at his house downstair at 9am. Reach his house downstair. He come down meet me and slack. Hmm. Talking with him very xin ku cause still no voice. WTH! Siian. Slack at blk 421 till 10.35am than he go home bath than he 11.45am than come down. Seating at 421 alone so bored. Siian.. He come down le than we take bus go 239 meet tesle and ghim. Hmm. Reach 239 saw him. haiz. Saw him feel damn werid. Still dont know should ii talk to him anot. Haiz. Do ii still care about him? Love him? Mind him? Hmm. Seat at 239 for awhile than go lan. hmm. Seating at lan also saw him. What should ii do? Seating at lan listen to the sing that he give me when we together. Hmm. ):
Slacking at lan till 6pm than go 252 eat with kor, honey and peien. After eating go back to lan shop. Got ah boy, boon keat, ghim peng, honey, kor, peien, tesle and me. hmm. Go in lan awhile jiu go home lerh. hmm. Still no voice. wtf. Hope my voice faster come back. Reach home at 7pm. Now update blog. hmm. Night!
I still love him but if ii ask for patch will he accept me? I scared if ii patch with him, I will treat him bad like last time. Will ii treat him better? I think ii can... How am ii going to ask him for patch? I really dont know.

STILL SICK! BORED!

2010-01-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

Today thought can sleep till 8am but jason call my phone and make me awake. wth. He morning call me at 6.45am. so early. He call me and ask me "you still sleeping arh?" than ii say "ya." Than he ask me what time wake up than ii bobian have to say 7am. haiz. He go sent winnie to school than ii go back sleep. haha. He call me again at 7.18am. Than ii tell him "okok, ii wake up le now want go bath." haha. But ii still sleeping. I lie at my bed for a min than go bath. hmm. Damn tired. I at bed talking with tesle than when ii started to talk to tesle, my voice was like wtf. Damn uncomfortable. Tesle keep laugh at me when ii was talking. haha. lol.
Go bath le than go 244 meet jason. Meet him le than we go take 98 bus rounding. haha. Damn fun. but no voice to talk. wth. We rounding back from jurong port than we drop at jurong west than go bank put cheque than around 10.45pam go yuhua sec fetch peien. After fetching peien, we go bukit batok eat and meet edmund. After eating edmund and jason take 1 cab than tesle, peien and i take another cab go wcega. Hmm.
Lion dance time. Reach wcega le and change clothes than kor, jason, honey, edmund, bing hui, tesle, peien, donkey, jack and me go wcega tower for opening. Hmm. Wtf. I forget how to play pua. Haiz. Sick till forget everything. Dame hate it. Reach wcega tower than ii talking to everyone but everyone keep disturb me cause of my voice. They say my voice so sexy. WTH! Should be disgusting lor. lol. I talk one sentence than 9 people start to pump me. wth. Today lion dance was so... WTH! Talking to them is like damn difficult. Bing hui, edmund and jack keep saying my voice and ask me not to talk. Damn hate it. Seriously today talking is damn fucking terrible. hmm. End lion dance at 1.35pm. Take jack lorry back to wcega. hmm. I want drink beer but kor dont let. When we seat behide jack lorry bing hui ask me to drink than ii say ii dont want cause kor dont let. hmm. Really want drink lor. hmm. Jack go level 4 to refill his lorry petrol. Than jack keep bully me and ask me not to talk. sian. Talk one word kena pump by everone again. hmm. reach wcega change clothes than bing hui go tell kor ii got drink but ii didnt lor. Than kor still belive him. wth. He dont trust me lor. All is bing hui fault larh! KNN! I start to get angry than kor come to me and say sorry. wth. sorry got use meh. He believe bing hui and dont believe me. WTF! 2 plus jack sent us by to 244. Reach 244 le jason suddenly vomit. WTH! Think he sick le bah. Wa~ Everyone at 244 started to sick.
Keep coughing and feel like vomit every min. But freaking terrible. Slack at 244 till 3.45pm than go home. Cause not feeling well. Hmm. Reach home le. Watch tv, eat, bath and take a nap. Sleep at 5pm, wake up at 5.48pm. Suddenly amy call me. siian. Still sleeping kena wake up by her call. wa~~. Dont know jason okay anot. hmm.
Eating dinner. hmm. Hope my sick will recover ASAP. If not everyone will pump me.
Talking with kor at night. Babalalala~~ NIGHT!

MY BEST FRIEND! NANACASPER! (:

2010-01-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

Nanacasper And Tesscine !

Memory at ECP!

Best Friend for 4years!

I miss My Bestfriend ! Nanacasper !
Miss all the time we together.
Cry , Happy , sad , angry everything together.
Jokes and laugh
Love and Care.
Momories will last for ever !

Dont know she still remember me anot?

Hope she great in her new life. (:

Miss her so much.

Damn long didn't meet her.

Hope her guy will treat her good not like her ex.

Wish her last long with his guy (:

Miss you always MISS NANACASPER! (:

STILL SICK! ): Love him or Admired him?

2010-01-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 8am. Go prepare and out of this freaking house. Go take bus to kor house downstair. Call him till 9am than wake up. hmm. Tired plus sick. siian. Go blk 421 bench there wait for kor. Wait for him damn long. Seating at bench listen music suddenly 1 uncle come seat opposite of me. WTF! Dont know what he doing. He take out his phone and on radio so loud. Cant even hear my music. Than suddenly talk to me. Cant even understand wth he talking about. I'm so scared. WA~~ . I cant take it than go kor house downstair de staircase seat and wait for him.
Wait for kor for 2hr. From 9am to 11am than he come down. Damn long and seating at stair keep coughing and keep feel like vomiting. Haiz. Damn terrible. WTH! Finally kor come down than we go take bus go meet edmund at his house downstair.
Meet him le than go 244 meet tesle. Than kor and edmund go lan shop. Bored! Tesle and ii go 239. Slack at 239 till 12.50pm tesle go meet jing kun at his house. Than ii meet peirong, vivian, yin zhen and winnie and 1pm. Than go shuqun fetch jian yuan and jian wei at 1.30pm. I'm sick but still have to go fetch them and meet them. But it's okay. Cause they are my BELOVED GANS! Around 2.10pm go 244 saw garfield than kor call us go jack house downstair meet him. Than winnie, jian yuan, garfield and i go lan shop meet kor they all.
Hmm. Go there meet them le saw kor,boon keat, ah bill, edmund,hanyi, yangyang,wang kang,kian wei,tonny,gao bing,jian wei and sone other guy. Than a few hours the rest all go 244 expect kor, ah bill, boon keat, hanyi, peien and ii stay at lan shop. Than suddenly bing da, xiao jun, ah boy, jing kun and ghim peng come down. WTH! saw him. dont know what to say. hmm. He come a few min than peien and ii go mac eat. Not ii want run away from him is ii hungry than want go eat. hmm. Go mac eat with peien and we both talk alot of thing. Keep laughing non stop. haha. So fun talking with her. Hehe. Suddenly kor msg me say he otw to 244, ask me go there meet him. hmm. Eat finish sent peien to busstop and she take bus go home. Than ii go 244 meet kor they all.
Reach 244 about 6.05pm. Slack there awhile 6.30pm go home. bored. Reach home le. Grandma start her nonsense. WTF. Damn hate to go home. She keep nag nag nag non stop. Than ii just straight go my bed room. ARGGGGH! Really hate to go home! Hate this fucking house! Tesle come come at 7.05pm grangma also nag at her. Siian. Than ii at bedroom read storybook than suddenly grandma ask me go hall and listen to what she say. BORED!~
She really dont know what we want. Tell her also no use. Wont still wont understand. Old people alway got their own though. BORED!
People dont want work than keep ask we all go work. People want go work than keep ask we al go study. WTH! Really dont understand what she thinking. My aunty and uncle understand and aprove what we want but.. my grandma. Haiz.
She keep nag nag nag till 8.50pm. wa~~
She nag so much dont feel thirsty siia. Power man!
Hmm. Hate to be sick. When my sick will okay? I really hate sick! Sick make my day bored and shag! Cant do anything. WALAO! Hope my sick can faster recover. (:
Suddenly my brain think of him. My brain told me than ii dont love him just admired him. wth. Maybe ii get wrong thinking that make me think ii love him. I dont know what ii doing also. I love him or admired him? WTF! Why this world must have relationship? Why must have love?
Should ii tell him not to love me and find other girls? Should ii forget him? Or should i love him again? I really dont know what i'm thinking of.
Talking with kor at night. hmmm. Babalalala~~~ NIGHT!

I"M SICK BADLY

2010-01-19T15:26:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 7.25am. Didn't go school. cause having high fever flu and cough. WA~
My body are fucking pain. can't even move at all. Sleep back and wake up at 11.30am. Wake up and start watch tv and play com. haha. BORED! I"M SICK AND TIRED! WTF! Nothing to do at home. Keep coughing. Feel like dying sia. Very xin ku. WTF! Damn hate sick. Kor they all go working lerh. sian. Nobody at 244. hmm. Morning 5.30am ghim send msg to me. Seriously ii dont know what to reply to him. I really dont know ii still love him anot. I really need time to think. Am ii ready for relationship? I Dont Know! Haiz! hmm. Just Vomit finish. WTH! Damn fucking xin ku. 7.05pm suddenly ah ben call me. Shock me sia. Thought what happen. haha. He ask me where am i, than ii say at home. than he say though he saw me at west coast. than ii tell me, wth ii sick how to go out. haha. than he keep ask me go see doctor. haha. LAWLS! He talk english with me sia. haha. I keep laugh when he talk. So funny. haha. I ask him not to fan me than he say ask you go see doctor is fan you meh. haha. I never say anithing. I ask him where him. He say he at camp. haha. Camp can use phone de meh? No idea. haha. He ask me what am ii doing than ii say play com than he say wa~ still play com okok lary dont disturb you le. haha. The way he talk damn fuckin cute sia. Hmmm. At night talk to kor. Bababalalala~~
Time to sleep. hmm. NIGHTS!

I'M SICK!

2010-01-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night quarrel with kor. Haiz. Dont know he still amgry with me anot. Siian. Morning wake up at 11am. My whole body damn fucking pain. siian. 1.45pm go Yuhua CC take Bursary Award. Get $350. haha. Happy siia. hehe.
3.30pm tesle, kailin and i run out from Yuhua CC cause it damn fucking bored. Than suddenly grandma call say faster come home cause house got something happen. WTF!
Quarrel with grandma. Reach home around 3.50pm than my uncle and aunty come my house and talk to us about ITE thing.
WTF! BORED! Keep nag nag nag non stop. sian. From 4pm nag to 4.40pm.
Damn fucking long. After they go home, my head suddenly started to pain.
Think i'm going to sick lerh. WA~ Hate to have sick cause must eat medicine. Having fever flu cough and headache. haiz. Today life is damn fucking bored tired and uncomfortable. ): Take a nap at 6.15pm. Wake up at 9.30pm.
Talking with kor at night. hmm. tired. NIGHTS!

Happy Day!

2010-01-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 11plus. wtf. Early in the morning cousin come my house. Damn nosiy. Keep call me wake up. But ii too tired. Damn it! Wake up le. Peien call me than ii ask her come meet me. She reach le, ii go bath and prepare and wait for tesle come back from my cousin house. 1.15pm we go kor house and fetch him. Wait for him so long. Finally come down. After he come down we go Wcega and meet fujie weicong, jian wei, Adrain,Edmund,jason, xiao jun, dede,jason and winnie. Go wcega and learn lion dance. Damn fun. haha. Learn till 9.25pm than go home with tesle, jason and winnie. We take cab home. Hmm. Reach home and started to feel tired. siian. Talking with kor at night. hmmm. Time to sleep. tomorrow stiill need to go Yuhua CC to take bursary. Night!

Stress ):

2010-01-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up bath everything. Kor say meet at 9am but end up he havent wake up. Bomb his phone so many time. End up still havent wake up. No choice. Tesle and i take 98 bus go rounding just to waste time and ii still continue bomb kor phone, finally he wake up le. Hmmm. After rounding than go meet kor at his house downstair. Wait for him and meet him le. Tha we go 244 meet jian yuan, jian wei, peien and xiao jun than we go west mall watch movie. After movie go back 244 . Peien and i go ride bicycle and suddenly talk about someone. Haiz. Really dont know what i'm thinking. haiz. Go 245 slack with peien, wang kang and kian wei. Telling them my sad thing. Say out le feel like crying. hmm. Dont know will he like other girls. Saw other girl close to him, i will get jealous. Haiz. Really dont know what i'm thinking of.

This is a quitz to clarify the doubts in your head.

Do you still love/miss him? (Dont Know)
Think about the way you treat him last time. (Really very bad toward him)
Do you regret letting go of it? (Abit)
Have you ever thought of going back? (Have)
Do you treasure every moment with him?(
Do you think there still a chance? (Think no lerh bah. Think he like other girls lerh.)
Do you mind about him? (Yes! I will jealous if any girls close to him)
Wanna be with him? (Think so bah)
Have you ever thought of solving the problem? (Got! But i dont know how to solve)

LOVE (:

2010-01-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

LOVE SONG (:

Travel is Meaningful

你看过了许多美景
你看过了许多美女
你迷失在地图上每一道短暂的光阴
你品尝了夜的的巴黎
你踏过下雪的北京
你熟记书本里每一句
你最爱的真理
却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因
你累计了许多飞行
你用心挑选纪念品
你搜集了地图上每一次的风和日丽
你拥抱热情的岛屿
你埋葬记忆的土耳其
你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景
却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出什么场合我曾让分心
说不出旅行的意义
你勉强说出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让动心
说不出旅行的意义
勉强说出你为我寄出的每封信
都是你离开的原因
你离开我
就是旅行的意义 (:

BACK TO THE PAST (:

时间它像是河流慢慢的轻轻推送

有时候像是漩涡很难静止而不动

开心的伤心的

一辈子能改变什么能相信什么

游走在梦的尽头也常常不时回首

人与人擦身交错谁停留谁又远走

我曾经犯的错

我曾经留下的遗憾就让它去吧

如果想要回到那过去

但是你我之间存在遥远的距离

试图去弥补破碎的缝隙

我学著不放弃

愿你牢记我曾经爱过你

因为有你我才学会相信爱情

关于过去的事就藏心底

未来依旧有你的回忆

游走在梦的尽头也常常不时回首

人与人擦身交错谁停留谁又远走

我曾经犯的错

我曾经留下的遗憾就让它去吧

如果想要回到那过去

但是你我之间存在遥远的距离

试图去弥补破碎的缝隙

我学著不放弃

愿你牢记我曾经爱过你

因为有你我才学会相信爱情

关于过去的事就藏心底

未来依旧有你的回忆

试图去弥补破碎的缝隙

我学著不放弃

愿你牢记我曾经爱过你

因为有你我才学会相信爱情

关于过去的事就藏心底

未来依旧有你的回忆 (:

2010-01-15T15:30:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up at 6.35am. Sprain my ankle when ii want take my phone. wtf. Early in the morning kena this kind of thing. CCB! Lion Dance time! Pei en msg me tell me that she cannot chu shi and ii call her ask her why? she cry in the phone. wth. I was shock and ii ask her why she cry she tell me her parent dont let her chu shi. hmm. I ask her not to cry. After putting down her call, ii call jason and kor to wake up. Meeting kor at his house downstair, waiting for him so long, suddenly yong sheng call me and ask me where am ii, i tell him, ii under kor house downstair and he say he want come fetch us go wcega. Wa! Good sia he. (:
8 plus he come fetch us and go jurong west fetch wei cong tesle jason garfield ghim peng and edmund than we rush to wcega. Hmm. Fun seating infront of the lorry with kor and yong sheng. We on loud the volume of the song and sing out loud. Cool. haha. Reach wcega and prepare to go. After chu shi, yong sheng sent us back to jurong 130 and eat, hmm. (:

THANK YONG SHENG! (:

After eat went to shuqun sec to find teacher. WTF! Damn angry with mr daniel chua. CCB! Please larh. I'm not your student anymore larh. And ii not belong to that school anymore. I'm outsider. You think you very good meh? you think everyone like you arh? please larh. go home see your face larh. and please respect people parent. NBCB!

After meeting teacher than go 244 bbt slack. 3.15pm go shuqun fetch jianyuan than go back 244. Slack till 7.30pm than go home. BORED!

Reach home le. Suddenly think of something. Still thinking should ii tell him or not. haiz.

Suddenly think of him. I ask myself "Do ii still love him" ii really dont know. Think about our past, ii really to bad toward him. Didn't done well as in a girlfriend. ):

Really dont know should ii patch with him anot. haiz. ):

Dont know now "do he still love me" or "Really hate me? hmm.

Will he read my blog and saw this. hmm. Maybe no bah. haiz.

Talking with kor at night. hmm. Time to sleep. Night.

BORED TEST!

2010-01-14T12:41:00.000+08:00

Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given.Ranks are given at the bottom of this note
If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with a x.Let the game begin.
Level 1:
[x]Sleep in class
[x]Talked in class
[x]not seating at your own place in class
[x]Scolded by a teacher
[x]Litter the classroom
[x ]Did not do your homework at least 15 times
[no homework ]Submitted your homework late at least 10 times
[x]Came late for school at least 10 times
[x]brought/wore home clothes without school's permission
[ ]brought/wore jewellery to school
[x]did not pay attention in class for at least 60% of the time
[x]cried out "sian" or "wa lao wei" to the teacher
[x]plucked a flower/ killed a plant in scProxy-Connection: keep-alive
[x]copied other people's homework in desperation
[x]played a trick on your classmates/teacher
Total so far: 13
Level 2:
[x]sent for detention class
[x]ate in class
[x]not wearing your school uniform (if you have) properly
[x]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[x]scolding vulgarities in class
[x]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[ ]used a school facility without school's permission
[x]played soccer/basketball or any other sports in classroom
[x]singing loudly during lesson
[x]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x]did not greet the teacher properle[x]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[x]played a trick on the teacher during april fools
[x]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
[x]made yourself a nuisance to the teacher
Total so far:13
Level 3:
[x]was asked to stay back after school/ break time
[x]made a fool out of morning assembly
[x]wasted the school's toilet paper
[x]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone
Total so far: 5
Level 4:
[x]forged your parent's signature
[ ]forged a classmate's signature
[ ]forged a teacher's signature
[ ]made rude remarks to the school cleaners in front of them
[x]flew a paper aeroplane down from the school's highest storey
Total so far: 2
Level 5:
[x]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time
[x]played with your PSP in school
[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission
[x]listened to an MP3 player in school
[ ]messed with the teacher's pigeon hole
Total so far: 4
Level 6:
[x]vandalising with school property
[ ]tried to defame your school in public
[ ]used the internet to scold teachers
[x]fought with someone in school
[ ]shoplifted in school
Total so far: 2
Level 7:
[x]cheated in a class test
[x]cheated in a school examination
[x]cheated for your PSLE/ GCE 'O' or 'A' Level Examination
[x]Lied to your teacher
[x]played truancy for hall assemblies/ specific lessons
Total so far: 5
Level 8:
[x]took drugs in school
[x]smoked in school
[ ]set fire to something in the school
[ ]locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance
Total so far: 2
Level 9:
[x]refused to pay school fees
[ ]cheated the school money
[ ]stole things which belonged to the school
[x]bullied someone in school
[ ]pranked called your school
Total so far: 2
Level 10:
[x]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader
[x]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[x]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal
Total so far: 3
Level 11:
[ ]brought weapons to the school
[ ]brought real firearms to the school
[ ]brought a real bomb to the school
[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to schoolGrand
Total so far: 0
Total: 51
Ranks: {I am a bad student}If you are between 0-15 -------------{I am a good student}
If you are between 16-20------------
{I am a good student but with occasional trouble}
If you are between 21-30------------{I am an average student}
If you are between 31-40------------{I am a bad student}
If you are between 41-50------------{I am a very bad student}
If you are between 51-60------------{I should have been caned by the discipline master}
If you are between 61-65------------{I should have been expelled from school}
If you are between 66-75------------{I should have been sent to a reformatory centre}

BORED! ):

2010-01-14T12:16:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up prepare everything. hmmm. tired. Didnt meet my friend cause everyone sleeping. siian. Didnt watch movie. WTF! siian. hmm. Meet kor at his house downstair. Tesle and I go take 188 to kor house downstair. Kor havent bath cause his dad fight his toilet. haha. Hmm. Tesle and ii very bored than ii decide to take 947 roundin. haha. The bus round back to kor house de coffee shop eat. After eating go kor house downstair wait for him. wtf! Tesle leave me alone go find Edmund. She pei Edmund go Wcega take clothes for tomorrow chu shi. Waiting for kor damn long. I nothing to do than read story book. SIAN SIAN SIAN! Meet kor le go 244 meet jian yuan and ah pang. hmm. So long never saw him le. miss him. haha. Saw Ghim today. hmm. haiz. Dont know what to say. hmm. Tian Shun, Xiao Jun, Ghim Peng, Yang Yang, Ling kai, Ah Boy and fujie went to West Coast RC play lan. siian. Left Jian Yuan, Ah Bill, Boon Keat, Garfield, Jason, Gao Bing, Wang Kang, Kian Wei, Pei En, Edmund, Tesle and me at 244 Bubble Tea shop. Today help aunt at Bubble Tea. Its fun. haha. Hmm. TIRED TIRED TIRED. BORED BORED BORED. Hmm. Tomorrow dont feel like chu shi cause Ghim also have. But Edmund ask me to go. He say if ii never go than he go call fujie say he dont want chu shi le. WTF! haiz. Saw him le ii will... Haiz. Forget it. Hope tomorrow chu shi can have more fun bah. (:

_l_ (:

2010-01-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

Today should wake up at 6.30 cause promise winnie that today want send her to school with jason but end up, we didnt. Mei so sorry. Wake up at 8.10am, go bath and get prepared and meet my friend. Went to Lot 1 and slack , talking crap with friend. Went shopping and walk every where, any how shop. Suddenly clarence msg me tell me he love me. WTH. I not ready for any relationship. 12.30pm meet kor at his house downstair than we walk to 244 meet jian yuan they all. hmm. reach le. nobody there. Only jian yuan and the bubble tea uncle aunty. Few min Winnie come, Follow by Kian wei wang kang and thier friend come, Follow by ah boy and the rest. Suddenly the rain so big. waw! siian. Nothing to do than read story. READ READ READ! SIAN SIAN SIAN! Helping the bubble tea aunty at her shop. Wa. My shirt is so STINK! When home at 6.30pm. Reach home le. SIIAN! WaW! Today is so fucking bored!!! Talking with kor till mid night. hmm. Tmrw meeting my friend again. hmm. Going Watch movie. YIPPEE! haha. (:
Hope Tomorrow is not a BORED DAY!. (:

2009/2010

2010-01-13T12:23:00.000+08:00

WHAT I HAVE DONE IN 2009

WHAT I WANT IN 2010!

celebrated Halloween
had your heart broken
had a stalker
went over the minutes on your cell phone
had a good relationship with someone
have a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
done something you’ve regretted
lost faith in love
kissed under a mistletoe
painted a picture
wrote a poem
posted a blog
listened to music you couldn’t stand
went camping
threw a surprise party
laughed till you cried
visited a foreign country
cut in a line of waiting people
told someone you were busy when you weren’t
partied to celebrate the new year
lost someone important to you
broke a promise
ied
cried over a broken heart
disappointed someone close
hid a secret
pretended to be happy
met someone who changed your life
changed your outlook on life
sat home all day doing nothing
Left the country
almost died
given up something important to you
learned something new about yourself
tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
made a change in your life
found out who your true friends were
met great people
stayed up till sunrise
cried over the silliest thing
was never home on weekends
had friends who were drifting away from you
had someone close to you die
spent most of your money on food
had a fist fight
went to the beach with your best friend
gotten sick
Forever with my GANS

ARRRH! Fucking day!

2010-01-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

Morning wake up when to balestier ite to meet teacher at 8.3o. 7.05am meet jason at coffee shop than take bus to j.e interchange. Meet ariffin at j.e Mrt than we together with tesle and jason go outram park change to purple line to bonng keng station. Damn fucking tired. Reach balestier at 8.25am. Tesle and I went up to the staff room to meet Mr Lam. WTF. When up find him than he say must wait till 18 Jan than know. WTF! Waste my time. Haiz. Went to canteen and rest. Reading story book with tesle, waiting for ariffin and jason. finally they come down at 9.30am. Hungry and tired. Ask jason help us buy food. After eating saw ali and his friend. His friend walk toward the drink stall than keep looking at tesle than i turn back and ali friend kena shock and ask ali "Are they twin" ali say " ya larh. your eyes blind arh" haha. Both of them went back to their seat but his friend keep turn back and look at both of us. Tesle and i laugh non-stop. haha. Alot guy at canteen keep disturbing us. WTH! Bored. Jason Ariffin Ali and their friend all went back class. Siian. Bored again. A few Min saw wei kang Rashid salihin and their friend. haha. Rashid like a joker sia. Keep making us laugh. Wei kang and his friend seat beside our table than i walk toward their table and seat with them talking lot of crap. haha. Chatting a few min, wei kang say want go smoke than we say ok let go. we went to the side gate smoke than tesle say want go meet his guy than left me and wei kang and his friend. Only we three. smoke smoke smoke. haha. After smoking wei kang say go in school and drink water than we go canteen continue our crap. haha. Suddenly three guy came to our table and chatting with us. WTH. everyone disturb me. Disturbing me all the way till they say want go smoke. WAW! Aroiund 12 plus jason call me ask where am i, than ii tell him ii near by the school at blk 111. A few min Jason , clarence and his friend come. Than say goodbye to them and jason and ii go take mrt to harbourtfront take 188 to jurong and bukit batok. Jason meeting weicong and winnie at jurong east than ii meet kor at bukit batok. After meeting kor, we go 244 meet the rest. Reach 244 alot of people at basketball court. Saw Ghim at there. Waw! Feel very awkward sawing him. haiz. Slack at bubble tea with garfield jian wei wei cong tian shun and jason. They keep disturb me. Expect wei cong and jian wei. WTF! Making me so angry. That stupit boon keat kick the ball toward me when i'm walking. Almost fall down. CCB! Slacking till 5+pm saw zainul and fathurrahman. Slack with them till 8.35pm than went home. Reach home watch tv bath and eat dinner. Damn Fucking tired and angry. Wait till 10pm. Call kor and we chatting We chatting till quarrel. hmm. putting down the phone at 11plus. After putting down the phone. Suddenly miss ghim. dont know why. Crying non-stop. 1plus kor miss call me and ii call him back. he ask me not to cry but his word hurt me deep. ): hmm. A few min, ii stop crying, and ii tell kor ii suddenly miss ghim. but... Haiz. Kor say sorry to me. hmm. everything okay. Fine! ): Went to sleep. Too tired. hmm. night!

Tired!

2010-01-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday morning wake up, my heart feel weird weird DE. don't know why. Maybe still love him bah. Morning wake up at 10.30am but still feel tired than continue sleep till afternoon 3+pm. Wake up, bath, play com & watch television. Boring and Tired! At night around 10.45pm go 252 with dad tesle & tessly go eat dinner. After eat go SPC buy biscuit and newpaper and Teenage. Reach home around 12 mid night. Reach home on computer and continue watch 海派甜心 and call kor. We babalalabala and laugh like nobody. haha. We talk till 3am than put down the phone. Sleep till today morning 8am, Dad shout to call us wake up. wake up at 8.30. WA! not enough sleep. Feel like sleeping back. Hmm. wake up le, prepare everything and get ready to go clementi temple there and pray, after pray go eat at coffee shop. Suddenly ghim msg me, say alot of thing. Babababalala. I wont patch back de. I'm SORRY! 10.25am reach IMM. Went to dicso and buy seaweed and some biscuit. Went to popular to buy story book. Tesle and I buy an story book. Hmm. Go home lor. siian. Reach home, I tell tessly, i want take back my bed and she started giving attitude and my dad and grandma start to side her. WTF. Attitude jiu win liao lor. I also can give what. CCB! Think she what princesses arh. CB! That my bed and forever is mine!
hmm. Watch 海派甜心 till 4pm than go sleep. Wake up at 7.28pm. WA! Damn Tired! Wake continue watch 海派甜心 and play facebook. Talk with kor at 10pm. We Balalalalababa~~. (: Hmm. Time to go sleep. Tomorrow have to go school. hmm. bored! Night.

Relationship ):

2010-01-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

Happy & Sad Relationship!

Our story started at 10112009. Ended at 08012010.

I do love you . I give you my first kiss.

I'm sorry that i lie you. I'm sorry for whatever i say that hurt you. I'm sorry that i hurt you so many time in this relationship. I'm sorry that i make you angry. I"M SORRY! Thanks for everything you gave me. Thanks for everything you do for me. Thanks for the 1st month anniversary present. Thanks for making me happy and sad in our relationship. I will remember all the memories that we been together.

Memories of photos

28112009 (06:55AM) - ECP Sun Rise

28112009 (06:26AM) - Tess & Ghim Peng

BUKIT BATOK CSC
05112009 (07:16PM) - COUPLE IN WHITE (:

05112009 (07:20PM) - COUPLE IN BLACK AND WHITE (:

EVERYTHING HAD JUST END! ):

):

2010-01-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

Today morning wake up around 6plus. prepare everything want go my guy house but end up the school call my house and ask me go school. so i and tesle take cab down to yishun. WTF! The cab fee are so.. Reach school and saw many handsome guy. haha. Tesle and i went to the office and the people ask me go to the staff room to find my teacher. Tesle and i walk up the stair than got a group of guy ask us that "Are you singaporean" WTF! dont we look like singaporean? haha. See my teacher le and done my transfer thing. Going take bus to yishun mrt. take mrt le go meet my guy and tesle guy at my guy house. around 11plus bah. haha. meet them le, slack awhile than go 239 meet tian shun they all. reach 239 saw someone and my cry feeling come back again. Dont know why. haiz. Saw him and my heart feel hurt. ):
Reach 239 awhile pei rong and vivian they all come meet me. We talk cork awhile than we take 98 bus go rounding cause i'm not in mood so want cool down. hmmm. Pei rong tesle vivian and yin zhen pei me go take 98 bus go rounding. Rounding back to jurong le and go 244 meet tian shun they all. Saw peien and tian shun at temple toilet than peien and me walk to 243 playground there talk about my mood. I dont know why i trust her so much. I can just tell her everything without thinkin will she betray me anot. Telling her all the thing and ii feel much better. Slack till 5.30 peirong winnie peien vivian tesle yin zhen and jian yuan go home. 6.30 time to go home! sian.~
Reach home watch tv , eat, play com. what a boring life i have.
Nothing to say more. hmm. bye. ):

Everything change! Sad Day!

2010-01-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night didn't sleep till today morning. After talking with kor around 2am plus than talking with my guy. Talk with him till 4am plus than go bath and get prepare go fujie house. Everything done!Around 4am or 5am go out from my house and take cab down to fujie house. Reach fujie house le. (:
Using his com awhile playing face book and watch 海派甜心.
Feel a bit tired le. eyes closing. Around 6am, tian shun wake up le. just wanna call him but he call me le. He getting prepare and coming to fujie house. Too tires le. Go fujie bed lying down.
I told fujie when tian shun reach your house downstairs call me wake up. Too tired fall asleep. Fujie call me many time but can't wake up. haha. (:
Tian shun reach le. But ii still sleeping like a pig. haha. Wake up around 10 bah. Slack awhile at fujie house than go eat breakfast at west coast plaza. Walk arounding at plaza. Fujie say want eat BBQ chicken than we go eat. Fujie treat us! Thank lot. haha. Eat till very full and tired. Eat finish le. Time to bill. WOW! Total $49+. So expensive but fujie still say cheap. WTH! Eat finish le go out of the plaza and smoke after smoke we take cab down to 244. Reach 244 and find bubble tea uncle and aunty. Around 1pm. Suddenly Pei rong call me than ask me go find her so ii meet her at ah guan. Meet her le, we take bus 99 go her house pei her change clothes. reach her house le, ii want watch tv than she on for me and ii watch and she go change her clothes. A few minutes, ii fall asleep at her bed. haha. Around 2pm plus sleep till 3pm plus wake up than take cab down to 244 meet tian shun they all. Slack all the way till 4.30pm. cause my grandma saw me at bubble tea shop with tian shun and the rest. siian. go back so early. lucky pei rong come my house pei me. haha. Around 6plus she pei me go market shoes after buying shoes go home slack and talkin cork. 8plus her mum fetch her home. 10pm talking with someone on phone. talk talk talk till 11 plus and he go bath. After bath he never call me le. I send him 3 msg and he reply me alot of word. After seeing that msg ii cry and ii feel hurt. cry non-stop. dont know why. ):
I cry till ii fall asleep. haiz. Everything change so suddenly! I WANT EVERYTHING BACK LIKE LAST TIME!!!

Slacking time (:

2010-01-06T02:58:00.000+08:00

Tess (:

Tess - Smile (:

Who am I looking at?

Smoking time - pei rong snap shot

What a funny pose.

Tess & Vivian

Tess & Pei Rong

Tess & Pei Rong (:

Taking photo with daddy.

Really enjoy having fun with pei rong vivian and yin zhen. Slacking at 243 playground.

ECP

2009-11-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

27122009 mid-night 1am, peien ghim peng and jian wei come up my house slack. Around 2am peien say she tired than ii ask her go my bed and sleep. hmmm. I watch tv. jian wei and ghim seating outside my house. So sorry, guy are not allow in my house. hmm. 3.30 call peien and tesle wake up. we three girl go bath and prepare to go fujie house. Reach ah boy house and knock his door ask him open. Went in his house. Balalala~~. Ah boy say alot of funny thing to make us laugh. haha. The joke is really damn funny. haha. 4.45am call tian shun kor wake up. hmm. He 5am than wake up. He go bath everything done than around 5.45am call me than ask we all go SPC there wait for his cab. hmmm. ah boy call fujie wake up but he dont want wke up than ah boy take a cup of water pour at fujie body than fujie jump up. haha. It really very fuuny. haha. Everyone get ready and Lets go. haha. Ah boy tian shun ghm and me take a cab. Fujie Tesle Peien take other cab. Reach ECP we walk damn far to find a place to seat. hmm. I was damn fucking tired andd ii sleep at ghim shoulder. hmm. haha. The rest was playing at sea. haha. 6++am the sun rise. haha. we play till 5 plus winnie and jason jion us. hmm. Tian Shun Ah Boy and Me go play sea water. It fun. haha. Play till 8.30 we take cab back to jurong. hmm. Suddenly ii saw something. hmm. dont wannt say it here. haiz. bababalalala. Reach jurong le. Time to go home. Hmm. Really enjoy. Hope we will be going back there soon!

LION DANCE!

2009-09-30T14:31:00.000+08:00

The first time chu shi with Tian Yun

Really enjoy lion dance. Although it tired but it fun!

TIAN YUN GIRLS! (:

29092009 (06:00PM)

Pei En, Tesle, Adeline, Winnie, Tess & Jess (:

29092009 (06:12PM)

Tesle & Tess (Twin) (:

(06:14PM) Tesle , Winnie & Tess (:

(06:13PM) Tesle & Adeline (:

(06:12PM) Adeline & Winnie (:

(06:11PM) Adeline & Peien (:

(06:10PM) Tian Shun & Adeline (:

(06:16PM) Adeline & Tess (:

(06:17PM) Adeline & Jess (:

29092009 (07:25PM) -Tian Yun People

Lion dance! (:

29092009

Couple of the night. (The past)

Adeline & Tian Shun (Kor)

29092009 (09:20PM)
Tesle , Tess & Wong (:

29092009 (09:28PM)
5 lion head at jurong west

29092009 (09:30PM)
Wong (kor) backview- Lorry back to wcega.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESS & TESLE

2009-02-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & TESLE!

My Birthday is on 04 Sep. Celebra with my classmate and CARE teacher. Morning wake up. Waiting for peirong vivian saraniah jess and winnie meeting at my house. hmm. Reach le. Peirong vivian saraniah & I take cab down to Marina Square to meet jeremy kim meng and the rest. Tesle tessly winnie and Jess meeting us at there. hmm. Everyone reach. A big group of lady and gentleman. haha. Eveyone wear formal. CoOl! We went to Seoul Garden to celebra Tesle and my birthday. Everyone enjoy and havin fun at there. hmm. 09.05pm start to cut cake. Before the cake came toward us, i was talking with my friend and tesle. Talking half way the waiter bring out the cake and everyone in Seoul Garden sing happy birthday song. I was so shy siia. haha. After sing birthday song we cut cake and take alot of photo. Thank for coming to my birthday celebration. Thank guys! (:

MEMORIES OF PHOTO!

TESS (:

Vivian & Pei Rong (: Pei rong seeing mirror. pretty le larh! (:

Tess & Vivian (: Vivian (snap Shot) (:

Saraniah (: Fathurahman & Zahira (:

Tess (: Pei Rong (:

Tess & Saraniah (: Saraniah (:

Tess & Pei Rong (: TESS (:

Vivian & Tess (: JEREMY (:

Kim Meng (: Tesle & Mr Derek (:

Pei Rong Vivian Jess Winnie (: Kim Meng Jeremy Saraniah Fathurrahman (:

Tessly Kim Meng & Jeremy (: Faris Zahira Jing ting Tess Boon Hwee Tesle Jess (:

Faris & Jing Ting Jeremy Zahira Jing Ting Fathurrahman

( Loving Couple) (: Mr Derek Faris (:

Jing Ting & Tess (: Tess & Boon Hwee (:

Jess Tesle Mr Derek (: Tess Tesle & Mr Derek (:

Vivian Tess Jess Tesle Pei Rong Mr Derek (: Boon Hwee & Tesle (:

Boon Hwee & Tesle (: Tess & Boon Hwee (:

Winnie & Tess (: Zahira (:

Jess Boon Hwee Zahira Jing Ting Faris (: Taking without knowing (:

Ms Suria Tess & Boon Hwee (: Tesle Ms Suria & Tess (:

Tess & Pei Rong (Daddy) (: Zahira & Tess (:

Tess Zahira Tesle (: Jing Ting Jess Tess Zahira Tesle (:

Jing Ting Jess & Tesle (: Zahira & Pei Rong (:

Tess & Jing Ting (: TESS (: TESLE (:

Boon Hwee Kim Meng & Jeremy (: Jess Tesle Mr Derek & Ms Suria (:

Zahira Jess Tesle (: ONE FAMILY (:
Mr Derek & Ms Suria (: Tess Jing Ting Zahira Jess Tesle (:
Mr Derek & Ms Suria (:

Left-Right, Top-Bottom Tess & Ms Suria (:
Kim Meng Faris Jeremy Boon Hwee (:
Tess Jing Ting Zahira Jess Tesle (:
Mr Derek Ms Suria Fathurramah (:

The Three Blood Sister (: Tess kiss Tesle (:
Tess Tesle & Tessly (:

Tess & Tesle (Birthday Girl) (: Ms Suria & Tess (:

Tess & Boon Hwee (: Tesle wanna cut pei rong head (:

Tess Pei Rong Tesle (: SWEET!

Tess Feed Pei Rong And Pei Rong Feed Tess (:

Top-Bottom, Left-Right
Winnie Tessly Vivian Peirong Jeremy Kim Meng Faris (:

Jess Tesle Tess Ms Suria (:
Jing Ting Zahira Boon Hwee (:

Winnie & Tesle (: Winnie & Tess (:

Playing with Cake knife Jing Ting Zahira & Tess (:
Tesle & Jess (:

Zahira & Tess (: Zahira & Winnie (:

Winnie & Tesle (: Jess & Jing Ting (:

Left to Right, Top to Bottom! Winnie Tesle Tessly Jess (:

Winnie Ms Suria Tesle Tessly Tess Jess Pei Rong
Jing Ting Zahira Vivian (:

Jess Winnie & Ms Suria (: Jess & Tess (:

Kim Meng Tess Jess Jeremy (: Kim Meng Tess Jess Boon Hwee (:

From top to bottom!

Winnie Tessly Kim Meng Tesle Jeremy Jess Tess & Boon Hwee (:

The Pair Night!
Winnie Tessly Jeremy Kim Meng Tesle Jess Pei Rong & Vivian (:

Jeremy (: Jeremy & Tess (:

Tess & Tesle (: Jess & Tess (:

Tess & Winnie (: Tessly & Tess (:

Vivian & Tess (: Tess & Tesle (:

Winnie & Jess (: Vivian & Tessly (:

Jess (: Winnie Tesle & Tessly

01092009 (11.20PM) 01092009 (11.21PM)

Tess (: TESS (:

01092009 (11.25PM) 01092009 (11:26PM)
Jess & Tess Tessly & Winnie

01092009 (11:27PM)

Tess Tessly Winnie & Tesle